I don't care how I'm typing it. I don't care if it is not detail. I don't care if you hate it. I had to write and this is how it came out. Wanna say something about it? Hit me with your best shot. ___________________________________________ The thought of death...dying always scared me. Just growing into old age, unable to do anything as you just lay there. Lay there, languishing. Wondering when you will inhale and exhale your last breath. But suicide. The thought of it never scared me. Because you know when you will die. If you plan everything out correctly. Suicide. A shriek pulls me out of my thoughts. I look down from the trailers roof. My mother stands on the ground. A browned hand covers her mouth as she stares up at me. I can see the tears just pouring down her face. The shriek makes my father and brother come out. They both look up. My brother, only eight, is unable to comprehend the situation. But my mother and father have. The tip of the knife is pressed against my chest. Every time I shift hands the tip pierces me and makes a pin size home the begins to bleed immediately. My mother and father talk to each other in frantic Spanish voices. My mother demands my brother back inside, so he won't see. He whines and stands his ground. I hear something behind me. I slowly turn making my way to the edge of the trailers roof. A ladder scraps the trailers roof, making a eerie sharp sounding noise. My mother lets out a wail. I watch her from the corner of my eyes, my little brother is now clinging to my mothers leg. He's so beautiful. I love him so much. I made sure to plan this weeks after his birthday. My father is now on the roof with me. He walks slowly and cautiously towards me. His eyes are filled with such sadness. He tries to coerce me to drop the knife. To come to his arms. I look at him, my mother, and finally at my beautiful little brother. I'm sobbing now. My tears blur my vision. I can't see where I am stepping. Everyone shrieks as I fall to the ground and become unconscious. .
[Authors Note] There are no updates to this. I guess this is called a one shot here in the fanfic world. I haven't learned the lingo just yet. Thank you to the four that have read.