@Parcae Re-read my thread before you post. :| Lol religion. I'm a Christian, but I'm contemplating converting back to atheism. The good thing about being religious is that "if you kill yourself you go to hell", so I guess that's my restraint when it comes to thinking of suicide. Guys, thanks a lot. I'm just really worried about my choice here since I fucked up in the past with sleeping pills, and I'm worried about the antidepressants and what effect they'll have on me.
@Kezza My counselor says that the problem I'm facing isn't mine to solve. ,_, That's really meaningful advice though, and I'm really glad you even bothered to post. Guys, I'm seriously really grateful at the moment. ,___,
I wouldn't take those. I don't like meds, so even when I'm hurt badly I don't take pain killers, when I'm sick I don't use medicine.
I just find it strange that some antidepressants worsen your depression. XD And then some gives you bipolar disorder. Jesus there are so many side effects it's silly D:
go get professional help… quit posting on a GAMING forum hoping to get get advice on your personal issues!!! OP re-read^ /)-(\ jeez
A psychological study came out that going on nature walks and spending about 30 minutes outside does more good for you than taking antidepressants. Just sayin...
I disagree with your counselor. Already I can see multiple personal issues that have obviously been influenced by outside factors (family, friends, expectations) and so you internalize those things within yourself and it keeps going on repeat until it becomes second nature. You do have issues you need to solve. They're obviously not physical, they're all internal, and probably well hidden in your psyche. So really, if your counselor knew better, they would say the work lands on both you, and whoever is still feeding the negativity into those issues.
Parcae, I was nervous and didn't know any forums that were meant for these kinds of things. That was clearly stated along with other reasons why I posted on this forum, and if you can't handle that then please stop posting. You clearly haven't read a single word and I'm not going to waste further time replying to something that has already been clarified. :/ I'm going to discuss the issue with my counselor a bit more. Thanks again guys.
Goldia stop responding to Parcae not only will you still be depressed, you might catch the its stupid. It ain't a virus, but it's sure sprading like one -Sandy
the only contagious stupidity around here is your own since all the ppl that "agree" with you seem to suffer from the same symptoms. and what's that… OP is gonna talk to her counselor aka get professional help? something finally sunk in. next time post on webmd if you want a higher caliber of crack pot diagnosis from complete amateurs… at least they have better terminology that gives that false sense of security.
>.> Personally, pick up a hobby and just immerse yourself in that hobby. I think you like...drawing? Or make a purpose in your life if you're feeling helpless/want to commit suicide. If you have nothing to do in real life, start taking drawing requests from PimD. Make your life have an impact on others and think of that when you're feeling sad. Thats what I do when I want to kill myself. As well as thinking of killing people. Reminds me of Katniss when she thinks of killing Snow. Seems to be the only think that can keep me happy.
you need to take the prescribed medication the docs offer you and sometimes it takes a few different medications before you find the right one