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Noni. You were an amazing person and friend. The times I spent with you were always pain free and simple. Whether it was holding extreme fast (slow) walking races to class, or just sitting together in the rain and pretending we were the only two people in the world, pretending that it was the sunniest day we had ever experienced.

It's no secret that people hold pain differently. Some, hold it like a sticker stuck to their foreheads like a notice saying 'Warning, dangerous goods.'
Others, hold it somewhere less obvious. Somewhere that it still chases them, but is buried deep enough from the surface. There is no glory in pain. But I feel for you. You will always be kept in a special place in my heart, locked up with the memories of our adventures together.


Ruffian. You always were the closest person I've ever had. My older, yet goofier brother I never had. The one who would always start everything, then make us all crack up with uncontrollable laughter, with that cheeky grin of yours that could warm my heart on the coldest days. That day that you left, it's almost to cliche to say, it felt like my sun refused to shine. Like, I could not breathe without you near.

For a long time, I have to admit, i hated you, and myself for what happened. You tore me apart, but I finally see that it wasn't your intention. I finally link us together with the same arrows that were piercing my heart.
I will love you forever, and I hope one day we finally meet again, and have another chance where there can be no more pain. You may have been my everything, but now that you're gone, you have given me a strength I am only just beginning to believe in.
Rest in Peace.

 

I agree with you Herp.
It's not my smartest forum post. I was just needing a place to write my feelings. Disregard this thread.