I'm sorry to Garret for stealinf almost 400 bil to help my friends. I'm sorry to TER-Deadly for hurting him as much as I really did. I'm sorry to anyone that felt like I led on Logan (Captain-Jack-Sparrow) mod. Sorry for talking shit about Kambe when she didn't need it because she had so much going on in real life. I'm sorry to all my friends who don't trust me anymore (ESP. The ones who are still in this club but are still weary about me being here) I'm sorry that I let SBO down. I'm sorry that I'm a really bad person. And I understand fhat... I'm sorry for being such a bad person. I'm so sorry everyone...
People really do hate who I am on here. I've been called so many names that I feel like I'm the one to blame. I'm ... So sorry...
Don't listen to Shan. Shans a great person. When I first came in pimd with thin the first month. I met Dalia. (radicallyphenomenial) she brought me to SBO. There I met Shan. She took me under her wing. Made a family in SBO. It's been a long time since then and I still love Shan. One of the sweetest people ive met in this game. So no Shan. Your not horrible. Your awesome
Shan, You, through this past year, have helped me develop, even though I'm a longer player than you. You helped me through my hardest times, through my darkest hours. You go in and you make an impact. I think that what you are, and what you do, is a huge accomplishment. You are a natural-born leader, someone people can say: "One day, I wanna be like her." You're Shan. That's what makes you special. Are you to blame in all this? Absolutely not. Everything you do has a purpose: it just has to be found. You have nothing to be sorry about. Don't lose your confidence in yourself. You don't deserve anything bad and you never will. You've shaped this game. You've changed people's lives.
You sure as hell changed my life on PimD. Actually gave me the time of day when I was a nub. Appreciated me and was funny as fuck. You may have hurt people, but you've also helped..
Don't farm anyone but me. After all I've done, you guys still like me and I don't know why. This isn't for attention. It's just for understanding. I don't deserve this.