Lmao. I am so failing my Chinese exams. Doesn't it blow when you study for the last minute? Like you're reading a textbook but all you can see are incomprehensible words that don't mean jackshit, and you can't do crap but just stare and try to make meaning of everything but then it's impossible without a tutor, or you get sidetracked the last minute and do something else that's equally not productive and lame. ,_, and then now said textbook is on your lap and all you can do is drink chocolate milk and go 'UGHHHHHHH' like a caveman and think to yourself, 'the fuck does a pencil work' or 'why the hell are there so many letters/characters in this word' or 'OH MY FUCKING GOD MY FACE CAUGHT ON FIRE'. I don't know! It's just that you're both magnets but you're positive and they're positive and you keep getting repelled and PROCRASTINATION DOMINATES ALL. Fuck studying! D: But then the overwhelming guilt of getting BELOW 60% is pretty much there. Like a wall. Glowing. Making you feel like crap, especially when your mom breaks down and then has to hug a chair for support before screaming 'WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY 為甚麼？！為甚麼你會這樣對我？！' Or have I been watching too many animes again? Oh well. I've got only myself to blame. Strange, how a while ago you'd flip the hell out for your grades and now you're just leaning back on the bed's headboard sipping chocolate milk and throwing your textbook out the window and— Shit. ,_, -- ANY STORIES YOU WANNA SHARE ABOUT STUDYING? I know for one time I actually did accidentally throw my textbook out the window and the cop downstairs screamed at my ass for doing something irresponsible like that. WHOOOPS.
Studying is killing me "Ughhhhhhh" Im staring at a paper and having no idea what anything means!!! To add to that im studying for something that will be 20 freaking % of my grade ......so below a 60 and B O O M you just lost like 8% of your grade..... Byebye 0.67 points of my gpa There goes that 5.33 you were aiming for