I once went to a party of a friend.... and there you were.... a petite lady who looks very classy, wearing a black dress with grey purse. I came up to you and talked a lil.... asked for your number... and. I found out you like parties.... so whenever there's a party I ask if you'd like to join.... Our communicaton started out with parties... until one day I texted you and in the middle of the convo I said I have to go.... I'll be right back.... If I am not mistaken after a day or two I texted you again.... and this was your reply.... "the last time I talked to you, you said you're just going to shower. So I waited til I realized you're not coming back and I am waiting for no one".... I felt so bad that I made a girl wait and never really reallized thati said that..... I tried to ask what can I do to make it up to you... And tried my best to wash away your disappointment with me.... Frm then on we have been talking everyday... never missed a day that we didn't talk... Except when you were having your exams... but still you maanaged to give me some of your time and that made me happy that you tried To give me uick hi and hello... when christmas vacation came you went to germany, for 8 days that's was like hell for me.... I was missng you badly and for that 8 days you were gone I was still texting you... doing my own countdown of when you'll be back. December 28th when you came back... and that reallt made me happy...... To be continued......
Continuation..... 2 It has been like hell when you were gone... you do know that I do like you and I honestly admitted that I love you.... Coz I really do.... It wasn't hard to love a girl like you.... who woud not? From the time we started talking each everyday I get a goodnight and goodmorning greeting from you... I once asked what do you know about me and I was surprised that you paid attention to each and everything that I said.. Even to the slightest detail tha you didn't really need to think of.... We had fights and arguements.... and you never let the day end without things being patched up. We had 2 major talk that was really really bad ... dec. 31st.... I thought I was going to lose you then but you didn't let it happen and I am glad You didn't..... The 2nd one was just a few days ago.... and it was all my fault, and I just wanted to leave at that moment.... coz for the 4th time I made you cry and dragged you down with me.... now I really felt that was the end of everything... I have been insensitive and just thought of what I was feeling and I know I was being a jerk... but then again you didn't let me walk away. You never gave up on me... forgave me everytime I do you wrong and understands me.... Now after that fight...... To be continued.....
Continuation.... 3 A few days after the fight I tried to open up the topic about my feelings for you.... I wanted to make sure you knew about it.... make sure that you knew that I don't just like you and I just don't love you. I am in love with you,more than you'll ever know... So as we talked I found out you thought it was just a simple crush or liking towards you... so I explained it was way more than that and my love for you just keeps growing til this day.... And from the start I have been always honest with you.... you knew I have a girlfriend til present and on that day you asked me again.... I could have lied but I didn't and I never did.... not to you or to anyone.... but even before you asked I knew what you were going to ask... I stopped you a couple of times... you said can I ask something and from that instant oh no she's not going to ask about her.... So I said is it okay if you just don't ask.... and you said why.... took me sometime to answer then I said okay you can ask but please be gentle... And I stopped you again... I said wait let me just get water first.... and when I got back I finally said I think I know what you are going to ask and my answer was yes.... you gave a look with big eyes...and asked me to tell you what I think our question was.... And I ad the man concern in your question does it start witgh a "G" and you said give me the second letteri said "I" and you were asking for the third letter and then I gave up and said go ask... and you said if I'm not mistaken you are in a relationship for uite sometime now... and I said yes. And you asked how we were I plainly said we're fine'...... Just fine....
Like a poem It wants to make me cry It so is happy but something's you think the sad Is coming soon I just wanna say it won't Life has his up and downs Confucius had his Failure's I just hope you know I like this poem to
I think its beautiful and don't let anyone else tell you otherwise. I'm excited to find out the rest if this story.
Part 1 I once went to a party of a friend.... And there you were.... A petite lady who looks very classy, wearing a black dress with gray purse. I came up to you and asked for your number... and. I found out you like parties.... So whenever there's a party I ask if you'd like to join.... Our communication started out with parties... until one day I texted you and in the middle of the convoy I said I have to go.... I'll be right back.... If I am not mistaken after a day or two I texted you again.... And this was your reply.... "The last time I talked to you, you said you're just going to shower. So I waited till I realized you're not coming back and I am waiting for no one".... I felt so bad that I made a girl with and never really realized that I said that..... I tried to ask what can I do to make it up to you... And tried my best to wash away your disappointment with me.... From then on we talked everyday... never missed a day that we didn't talk... Except when you were having your exams... but still you managed to give me some of your time and that made me happy that you tried to give me a quick hi and hello... when Christmas vacation came, you went to Germany for 8 days that's been like hell for me.... I was missing you badly and for that 8 days you were gone I was still texting you... doing my own countdown of when you'll be back. December 28th when you came back... and that really made me happy..... ============================================== Part 2 It has been like hell when you were gone... you do know that I do like you and I honestly admitted that I love you.... Cause I really do.... It wasn't hard to love a girl like you.... Who would not? From the time we started talking each and every day I get a Goodnight and good morning greeting from you... I once asked what do you know about me and I was surprised that you paid attention to each and everything that I said... Even to the slightest detail that you didn't really need to think of.... We had fights and arguments.... And you never let the day end without things being patched up. We had 2 major talks that were really bad ... Dec. 31st.... I thought I was going to lose you then but you didn't let it happen and I am glad you didn't..... The 2nd one was just a few days ago.... And it was all my fault and I just wanted to leave at that moment.... Quiz for the 4th time I made you cry and dragged you down with me.... Now I really felt that was the end of everything... I have been insensitive and just thought of what I was feeling and I know I was being a jerk... but then again you didn't let me walk away. You never gave up on me... forgave me every time I do you wrong and understands me.... =============================================== Part 3 A few days after the fight I tried to open up the topic about my feelings for you.... I wanted to make sure you knew about it.... Make sure that you knew that I don't just like you and I just don't love you. I am in love with you, more than you'll ever know... So as we talked I found out you thought it was just a simple crushed or liking towards you... so I explained it was way more than that and my love for you just keeps growing till this day.... And from the start I have been always honest with you.... You knew I have a girlfriend till present and on that day you asked me again.... I could have lied but I didn't and I never did.... Not to you or to anyone.... But even before you asked I knew what you were going to ask... I stopped you a couple of times... you said can I ask something and from that instant oh no she's not going to ask about her.... So I said is it okay if you just don't ask.... And you said why.... Took me some time to answer then I said okay you can ask but please be gentle... And I stopped you again... I said wait let me just get water first.... And when I got back I finally said I think I know what you are going to ask and my answer was yes.... You gave a look with big eyes...and asked me to tell you what I think our question was.... And I said the main concern in your question does it start with a "G" and you said give me the second letter I said "I" and you were asking for the third letter and then I gave up and said go ask... and you said if I'm not mistaken you are in a relationship for quite some time now... and I said yes. And you asked how we were I plainly said we're fine'...... Just fine.... ============================================== Part 4 We are just fine I replied the third time. I knew what you were thinking somehow… I wanted to lie but what’s the use and point in lying?? Nothing. And from the start I already knew that you can never be mine. You made it clear right from the beginning. And I accepted that whole heartedly. Love isn’t about loving someone and be loved back. I wish it was but just not how it goes. I have opened up my feelings for you but not completely. You see me here and there with all this quotes and lines. And you tried to get my attention, you asked me why it has to be that way and you said that I could say anything to you. My answer was…. It’s already hard as it is and I am afraid that if I say and show everything to you I might scare you away and lose. I am scared that you might run away from me. I am on the friend zone and I know that’s how it’s gonna be and I am okay with what I have with you but losing you would just be so painful and would mean breaking my heart into pieces… and you said “I am not going anywhere I will just be here…. And you made some gestures while saying “I am here…. See? I’m just here… Can you see me” and that made me feel good. Now that you gave me an assurance that you would just be there….. Thanks…. To be continued