My thoughts are racing, I can't feel anything. My eyes closed, I can slightly see light through them, I dont want to open them. Confusion, thats all I seem to understand. I can't remember my last memory, everything is so blurry, my name, my name I remember Emma, thats all I got. Emma, who are you, where are you. Am I crazy? Still pondering my thoughts of confusion, I start to feel my body, my toes and fingers feel ever so alive, I feel myself breathing, my muscles moving with my lungs. I start to open my eyes, the light is too bright for me to handle, I quickly shield my eyes with my right hand. I start to sit upright, holding myself up with my left arm. I feel so week, how long have I been asleep, am I still asleep and just dreaming. My eyes are ajusting to this bright light, I move my hand slowly away from my eyes. As I look around my entire surrounding is white. I am siting upright on what must be a cushion bed attached to the wall. I study this wall beside me, it is cushion as well. I look around, I see a white sink with a mirror above it in the right corner, a door across from me. As soon as I notice that door I immediately move forward, help, it must be on the other side. My mind moved faster than my body, as soon as I get up and try to walk I fall, landing on my front. What is wrong with me. I crawl to this door, someone must be on the other side, a nurse, or doctor, my family? Do I have family? When I reach the door I reach for the door knob there isnt one. What the hell, I attempt the pound on the door, hello is anyone there I say. No reply. What is going on? After a few minutes I slowly work myself to stand up. I am locked in this cushion room with no memory of anything. Emma is my name. I make my way to the sink. I look at this porsalyn sink. I turn on the fossit, with both hands I splash water on my face, ice cold water. The chill feels good. As I lift my head up I feel water fall down my neck. I open my eyes to see my reflection. Who is this girl, is this emma, me. I lean in closer. My eyes, brown, my hair long and deep with color, almost black. My skin olive tone, my lips puffy, almost a peach color. This is what I look like, this is me emma, 5"3 my height, my build slender but healthy. I remember this is my face, my body. Something is happening, my mind, its trying to piece something together. Flash of bright light invades my entire body, I fall to the ground once again. I see a face, a beautiful face. He is laying next to me. I can almost feel his warmth. He caresses my cheek, I look into his blue eyes as he looks into mine. I feel my fingers through his sandy blonde hair. Hes smiling, I'm smiling, he says something to me but before I can reply this flash vanishes. I lay on the floor still in my cushion room. What is going on, who is he, what did he say, where am I,whats behind that door?
I lay on the floor in this small cushion room, I've been laying for a while. My mind is crushing with confusion. His face, I know it. Those blue eyes, I recognize. His sandy blonde hair, I know his smell. This man, he must be mine. My heart almost skipping a beat when I think of his face. My cheeks burn with blushing. This man, he must be mine. Lost in his face and my emotion I sit up. This can't be reality. I stand up and walk to this door. I feel every crevice of it trying to find an opening. No luck, what the hell is going on? I start pounding on this door. Hello, is anyone there? Hello. Nothing, no response. I lean against the door, trying to hear anything. Its quiet, doesnt sound like anything is behind this door. Trapped in this room, I walk to the bed and slump myself into it. laying on my back, I stare at this white cushion ceiling. Am I nuts, crazy, insane? I feel frightened almost more than I feel confused. jack, he would be so much better in this situation. My mind flinches, I sit up, my chest almost exploding. Jack, his name thats his name. Jack is mine and I am his. We are lovers, bestfriends, soulmates. My chest, my heart burns for him. Where is he, jack where are you? My emotions are getting the best of me. I am crying, I feel warm tears trickle down my cheeks. I pull my knees closer to my body and wrap my arms around my legs. Crying, thats all I can do. I wish jack were here to hold me. Where is he? Where am I? I lay down on this bed, I close my puffy eyes, trying to clear my mind I fall asleep. I am dreaming, I see flashing blue and red lights, it's raining. Then my dreams take me back to when I first meant jack. In a coffee shop, winter time. I'm in a hurry, I'm lait for work, I rush inside, order my usual. As soon as I get and pay for my coffee I'm out the door. As soon as I open that door I bump into a man. My coffee goes all over him. I feel terrible, I spilt coffee all over this beautiful tall man and now I'm even more lait for work. He does not look angry, I tell him I'm so sorry. I look into his eyes, he looks into my eyes. He tells me it's not a problem. My stomach filled with butterflies, he smiles I smile, we both stand there as if time had stopped. Then I see blue and red lights, darkness surrounds jack, he disappears. I wake up panting, sweating, my heart pounding so fast. I instantly run to the door, screaming and pounding, jack, jack.