Update, just starting over lol ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I sighed as my parents checked me out of the hospital, after two weeks in the painful white building I was ready to start my new life. I was going to a new school, in a new naighboorhood were no one knew what had happened that night except my parents, Dane and Gabe. Our new house was right across from Gabe's, and Dane had convinced his mom to let him move into the four bedroom house. So that he could help support me through the move. It was nice to know I wasn't going to be all alone but I still resented Gabe for saving me that night. My parents now checked my room for hidden knifes and my arms for new cut marks. It was all his fault, if he hadn't saved me I would be dead and in heaven or at least dead and left in what ever type of peace god thought I deserved. I shook my head, it was done. No changing the fact that I was alive and maybe, just maybe this new school would be better. I hoped that night that this new school and city would help me find my motivation to live, of corse if it didn't I always had my revenge on Gabe as a reason, and anything was better then nothing. Right? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ And done lol
*neighborhood This is great development!! I am excited to see how she does with school and what Gabe and Dane do
Lol thanks and I'm back so I feel like working on this I hope y'all like it and angel I'm the worlds worst speller lol and this iPad doesn't have a good auto correct
Update ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I looked at myself again, turning in front of the mirror admiring my new outfit. My parents had bought me a whole new wardrobe, hopping to cheer me up. It did in a small way, it made me remember the girly girl I used to be, wearing frilly pinks and pastels. This wardrobe though was in honor of the new me, it had daring colors, flashes of neon with black bases. As Dane had described it, it was totally hot bad donkey. Gabe had given his opionion too but it was more oh that looks cool but is it really you? I swear that boy was annoying me in every way possible like he hasn't already ruined my life. I sighed and straitened the black mini skirt and red ripped up tights that matched my red t-shirt that said 'got a problem with my shirt, take it up with my pants'. My mother called up the stairs. " The boys are hear, are you descent?" Leave it too my mother to embarress me in my own home. I ran down the steps and into Danes arms. He spun me then held me out to give a low whistle. " You look amazing, where did this outfit come from?" I smiled and hoped in the passenger seat. Gabe was in the back and I noticed didn't take his eyes off the outfit, only his gaze wasn't pervy, it looked disappointed and sad. I glared at him, what gave him the right to judge me! The way I dressed was my choice not his, and someone had to show him that he couldnt just go around messing with other peoples lives. Well I guess it was up to me to show him that. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ How is she going to show him that?!?!? I don't really know lol
Updating The first step inside any school can make or break your new reputation. If you walk in and your steps are small and timid then you are branded as a geek or loser, if there slow and you trip your a clutz. I was determined to make mine the coveted steps, the bad donkey steps. Filled with confidence but no swaying in my hips, that was for the popular kids, my old walk. These where going to be ones that waited for none, if you didn't get out of my way intime well then I'd make you get out of my way. I looked and saw that Dane had kept his cool walk smiling at the girls who had stopped to watch us. I supposed that three new kids was a lot to take in. Gabe was just walking with an ease, his legs in powerful strides that seemed to just flow gracefully like a dancer. An idea came into my head then on how to put him in his place, I stopped to point something out to Dane and proped my leg so he would trip and be labled as a clutz. Though to my surprise he was actualy paying attention and side stepped me coming to face me with a slight smile. Shaking my head I continued my walk taking Danes hand and pulling him closer to show the girls, that were still watching, he was mine. I wasn't going to let anyone take any thing that I wanted from me again. Dane had history for first while me and Gabe had math. " Take care of her cuz, see you later babe." He leaned down to kiss me and I let him, something the old me wouldn't have done. This surprised him and he took advantage of it, wrapping an arm around my waist pulling me in his lips grinning through the kiss. A throat cleared and we both turned to see Gabe looking anywhere but at us. " We got to get to class man y'all can make out later." Dane grinned and took my face in his hands. " Later then." Winking he walked away and with that my first day had started.
Walking inside it was like something out of a tv show. Everyone suddenly got quite and girls whispered while guys scoped me out. I knew they lied what they saw when one guy broke from the huddle and came over swaggering with confidence. " Hi I'm Jeff, everyone calls me JJ." He half sat on the desk near me his arms crossed clearly trying to bulge his muscles for my benefit. " Hi JJ, can you do me a favor?" I leaned in close and he eagerly came near at one glance of my flirtashious smile. I took this situation and milked it all its money making sure to seal my new bad girl persona. " Can you get off of my desk I don't want it to be tainted with all the testosterone your pouring out at me." I sneered the last part and sat down in the desk. A smug smile pulling at my lips now that I was sure everyone would know me as the bad donkey (next thing to do was learn how to cus with out flinching). Jeff's eyes widened and then his face turned into a frown now that my insult registered with his thick head. He opened his mouth to say something back when the teacher walked in and we were swept into the horrors of math. I mean really we all own a calculator right? Why did we need to learn this stuff without it? This has never made sense to me. Gabe looked at me and shook his head then passed a note when the teacher had her back to us. -hey wats wit the insult 2 Jeff? I sighed annoyed that he was talking to me even though it was only Writting technically, so I responded with a quick scribble - y do u care?!? I signed it with several question and exclamation marks to get my point across that he was annoying the heck out of me. He wrote quickly and I noticed how his hand moved in a fluid motion just like his walk, he's blonde hair hanging over his eyes. - cuz your acting strange from how I thought you'd b. u don't have 2 act diff bc of the cutting thing He had struck a match. A match that lit a thousand matches, each match lighting a thousand rockets of my my darkest emotions, and they were all aimed at him. How dare he bring up what happened! That was the past, a past I didn't want to go anywhere. It was supposed to have been my end my final future but he had made it an event, a past action that I was "recovering" from. I turned my glare to him and he widened his eyes more but not in fear but surprise and wrote me one final note - guess I'm not the one to tell you not to act diff. huh Well I guess he was smart after all.