Darkness (Poem)

It's cold and it's dark
It's just what I need
The feeling of freedom
The feelings I bleed

Tumbling tumbling
Slowly falling
Into the darkness the is calling
It takes my breath, It shakes my soul
All the while, keeping me whole

The fells lungs I feel
They are no longer real
The darkness inside, that I had to hide
Has come out to play, to end the day.

Black and red
Dancing inside my head
Danger danger
It is no stranger

So let darkness come
Let's the sweet, red pour
From the slits in my wrists
I am no more

 

*the feelings I feel

 

Poem number two
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Pain Pain, That's all I feel
The dark trembling pain that's all to real
The bruises the bumps, they all seem like one
Each fist raised each arm numb

To fight no more, to escape the dread
Of a drunken man, lying in bed

The screaming, the yelling, the smell of smoke
To watch it all break like a yoke
Try and try, try as you may
There is nothing to stop this diseray.

To fight no more, to escape the dread
Of a drunken man, lying in bed.

The abuse, the torment, the haunting nights
Never knowing when to take flight.
I bid you ado I bid you good bye
As I try and try to close my eyes

To fight no more, to escape the dread
Of a drunken man, lying in bed

 

Do you ever wonder what's inside a dark cloud
Is it tears of rage, or just a frown?
What brought on this sudden blast
That flattens all in its path

Much like a child, sitting in the cold
No where to run, nothing to hold
Wishing for the end, to come so sweetly
And that it be done, ever so neatly.

Taken that at which is not hers
And tossing it back, without a word
To close her eyes with a tremble oh so slight
As the stormy day turns to a clear night

She has said good bye, even of the know not
That for her today is all she's got
For tomorrow, alive she won't be
For the pills she swallowed, so effortlessly
She closes her eyes and lays down her sweet head
And wishes, just wishes she knew what was ahead.

 

Thanks you ^.^ the are to reflect my inner self, the part of me I can't show outside so I express it through poems,

 

I'll keep posting poems on here instead of making new threads for each one

 

Thank you, I love writing, stories and poems, my parents don't know not does my English teacher, just the peeps on here

 

Well, I figure it's the best place, lot of people read it, no one judges, and I can be me.

 

It feel so cold yet it burns like fire
The salt and ice that I desire
Drip drip drip drip
The sound of the ice
Melting at my fingertips
The salt lay silent, burning deep and true
Into my thigh, in a spot anew

The darkness I feel, eases away
As pain comes to take its place
Some call me physco some call me crazy
But the truth is, I'm just lazy

To lazy to deal with the trouble
Bout unwillingly into a rumble
Beaten and broken, left all bruised
Left abandoned, worn down, used.

None understand, as they claim they do
That my life is Just a pretty mistake
A burden, a menace, somethjng so rude
That no one would want me
Just like a broken old shoe.

So as I sit here
With the salt and ice I desire
I listen to the sound
Drip drip drip
of ice melting at my finger tips
And to the quietness
Of salt burning like fire
Into the soul of my deepest desires.

 

I'm fine....

 

Spinning Spinning
Never ending
Slowly fading
Deep and dark
Down crawl the marks

Red slowly over powering white
Struggling to breathe
Struggling to be free
The power ing side of me

Spinning Spinning
Never ending
Slowly Fading
Deep and dark
Down crawl the marks

It's to late to be saved
To late, to late these days