Mrs. Heartbreaker

You'll see a good boy (you see a good boy). Gonna give you the world.
But he’s gonna leave you cryin'
with your heart in the dirt.[i/]

I hit the alarm clock, already annoyed. I had spent all last night getting rid of all my clothes that could be considered rebellious or too exposed. Then I went to the very back of my closet to find the clothes I used to wear before Peter broke my heart. Now all I wanted to do was roll over and bury my head in my pillow and never get up again.

Thats exactly what I was about to do when a flash of my father crying pops into my mind. Groaning I roll over and nearly fall off the bed, the warm covers falling to the floor. I stumbled a little but catch myself on the bed frame. I wait till my room stops spinning before I push myself to my closet. Flinging it open, I sigh and start looking for something to wear.

I pull out my black high tops, pink skinny jeans, and a pink and black "hug me" shirt, it was one of my favorite outfit before I changed. I throw them on the bed and head to the bathroom. After an hour and a half I'm ready to go. I grab my backpack and turn toward my dresser. I pull out a hidden compact, reach into one of the selves and pick up my old glasses. I slid them on and stand in front of the mirror.

"Its a good thing these glasses have come back in style" I mutter to myself. I had the big black-framed glasses, the one's called "nerd glasses." I liked them, they made me look some-what cute. Taking a deep breath, I bound downstairs to see my mother making breakfast and my father at the table reading the newspaper. Once I got to the bottom of the stairs, I walk inside the kitchen and grab a piece of toast.

Both my parents look up and they smile, glad I had kept my word. Rolling my eyes, I turn toward the door and walk outside.
"Love you" I called before shutting the door. I walk over to my baby (my car) and fish my keys from my backpack. Once I find them, I unlock the door and hop in. Driving to school, I couldn't help but wonder what everyone was going to think about me changing again. I never cared about what society thought about me, but...it couldn't hurt to wonder right?

I pull up to the school. Even though I was going back to my good girl person, I still liked to play my music loud, causing everyone to look my way. I pull up to my usually space and stop the car. I take a deep breath and step out. Everyone watches me as I lock my car and start walking toward the front door.

Its times like this when I wish I had friends to talk to so I could just ignore the whispers and looks. As if God heard my wish, I heard several people calling my name. I look over my shoulder to see Violent, and I smile. Then I saw Percy behind her, sending me a heart-stopping smile. My smile vanishes and I suddenly stop breathing.
What if Percy breaks my heart like Peter? Would I change for him too? Does he even like me? I can't let him break my heart like Peter did. I'm not sure my heart could handle that.

At that thought I take off running. The cool air hits me as I walk inside the building. I start pushing my way through people, trying to make it too Mrs.Launches class without causing too much attention. Too soon, I hear Violent and Percy calling my name. I turn around to see how close they are too me, when someone trips me.
"Look everyone! Mrs. Heartbreaker went from a heartbreaker back to a ugly nerd" Starina Tomas snarled, her crew and a few other people laugh.

In less then 3 seconds, I'm off the floor and grabbing her by the collar and pressing her against the locker. Her eyes go big, and she struggles as I pin her up. I raise my fist and everyone goes quiet. I was just about to break her nose, when I realize that I'm not that person anymore. I clench my teeth and lower my fist but I lean in toward Starina, making sure no one else can hear me.

"Listen hear princess, if you ever embarrass me like that again, your going to need another nose, understand?" I snarl, jerking her by the collar so she'll know I'm serious. She nods, fear clouds in her eyes and I feel a feeling of guilt run through me and I sigh and let her go.

She falls straight on her butt and everyone starts laughing at her bewildered expression. Angry fills me and I turn toward the crowd.
"Oh shut up! Don't you guys have anything better to do then to laugh at freaking people!" I say harshly. All of them stops laughing and quickly start walking to where their suppose to go.

I look down at Starina and offer my hand. She glances up, surprised, but grabs my hand and I pull her up.
"Sorry, guess I got carried away....just a little" I say, wincing at what my parents would do if they saw that. Surprisingly, Starina smiles back.
"Me too. Its just you have to pick on people to stay at the top here, and I always wanted to be better then my sister, even if it meant picking on people" Starina says, hanging her head low.

Thats when I remember that Jennete is her sister. Jennete is super popular, she plays volleyball, is a good actor, is really pretty and is training to become a nurse or doctor. I couldn't image trying to live up to her status.
"Well....maybe you should just stop the act and be yourself" I say, shrugging as if its the easiest thing in the world.
"I know, but-" she was cut off by Violent and Percy walking toward us. I look at them and my gaze meets Percy's smile, which is so warm and welcome.

So I take off running (I'm such a coward) while shouting be yourself to Starina down the hall. Soon I come across a door and I swing it open and jump inside. My leg lands in water, but I quickly shut the door. I was in a janitors closet and my feet was in some mop water (that I'm hoping is not dirty). I hear footsteps and I stop breathing and place my ear to the door.
"Where did she go? Is she avoiding us?!" Percy, yells, his voice sounding annoyed yet anxious.
"I don't know! You go that way and I'll go this way" Violent says before dashing down the hallway.
There is silence for a while, then suddenly the door swings from under me, causing me and the mop bucket to fall to the floor.

"Busted!"

 

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