Hi! Since I can't find my story, "The Heartbreaker" anymore I am writing a new one. Could you bump it for me maybe? This is Xykrie And uh, I am here to tell you that EliManson has quit FF so... yeah! This story is of form in a diary :3 --------- 01.01.13 Dear Diary, It's a new year... I survived the 2012 premonition! I told you it was false. Anyway... I'm afraid. I'm afraid of him finding out that it was me all along. How would he react? How would he see me after? I'm hurt just thinking about it. I love Kevin. And I don't want to lose my one and only friend. He's been with me through all my hardships. My parents doesn't have time for me... No one does. I'm all alone in this huge house. It's my fault anyway. It's my fault why I'm alone. I killed my sister... It's my fault. Now my parents hates me. It's been 8 years. I'm 18 and graduating and I'm still such a coward. Should I just tell him if he doesn't find out? Or should I keep my distance? Why is this so hard? Why is the world being such a bitch to me? Oh diary, help me. Love, Carly
01.02.13 Dear Diary, He read it! I know he did! But... Nothing seemed to change! But instead I got this not from my locker earlier. Carly, I love you. I just wish I could tell you. -58 Who could it be? 58? Who the heck is 58?! A jersey number? Could it be Kevin McKenzie? It's gotta be him right? 5 for Kevin and 8 for McKenzie. Who else could it be? He's the only person I know! Oh my goddess. Why can't he tell me? Was this why he was staring so much at me earlier. But I'm not pretty. I'm a boring nerd. With black hair, brown eyes and black glasses. Typical Asian nerd. Yeah, I get that a lot. I can't wait for tomorrow <3 Love, Carly
01.03.13 Dear Diary, I guess I was wrong. I looked like a fool in front of him acting all flirty and sweet. He just laughed and said, "What the fuck is wrong with you today?" He only says that when he's irritated. Isn't he the one that gave me the Note? I'm desperate for Kevin. I love him so much I can't explain. I was staring at him in 3rd period earlier at chemistry. He's my lab partner and... I almost got in trouble. He doesn't hang out with me anymore. Everything is changing. And... What's heartbreaking is that I saw him with Alicia. I feel like Alicia likes him and so does he. What is going on between them? He was laughing with her differently. I miss my Kevin. Maybe I'm just really wrong. He doesn't love me after all. Love, Carly