Letters to Brett

Does anyone rememer me? I'll be thourougly pleased if you do. It's been so long since I've written here. Well, here's a new short story I'm about to start working on. Here's the first chapter:


Hey Brett. I just wanted to ask you something really quick. Why did you do it? Why did you leave Kaylee like you did? You made her so happy. Like you have no idea. She was finally starting to be normal again because you finally made her feel loved. So why'd you have to go and hurt her like that? I'm just curious, as her best friend. She called me the other night. God, she was such a mess. I had no idea what to do or say. I just couldn't fix it. She wanted nothing more than to just leave. I heard all the crazy stories that she wanted to follow through with. I couldn't understand how anyone could ever really WANT to do that to their body. Then I got the call last night. I could barely even understand what she was saying through all the tears and gasping for air. She was bloody and crying and scared. She was scaring me so badly. She told me how she was tired of this vacation on Earth. She was screaming at God to take her back home. I could hear the pleading in her voice. She really did want to die right then and there. I couldn't understand what made her want to die. I understand being heart broken, but this? She tried explaining it to me. It's like there's this pain inside her. She can't ever make it go away and the more she thinks about you, the stronger it grows. It's like there's a giant hole inside of her, like something is eating away at her. She told me that she cut herself open to try and distract herself from the terrible pains growing in her stomach. She was saying how the pain on her thighs from carving into her skin with a screwdriver was so much more soothing than the hole in her stomach. I just don't get it. She told me how much she loved you. That's the only reason she's being like this. She can't stand being away from you. She can't stand the thought of not being a part of your life. She'd rather give up her own than go without being a part of yours. I wonder what it's like to love somebody that much. She told me how she really thought she could trust you. She'd been hurt so many times before. Did you know that she was molested as a child? Did you know that she had been sexually harrassed by one if her own "friends" for the past year? That's why she never wanted to do things with you. Why would you tell her it's okay, but then go off and dump her for a whore? Is that all you wanted? To use and abuse her? That's how she felt. She felt like you were her everything. All she wanted was your love in return. She loved you with absolutely everything she could love you with. It wa so hard for her to let you in, too. She never let's anyone that close. Why? Because they do to her EXACTLY what you did. You left her. Abandoned her. Crushed any bit of love you had for her. Not only that, but you used your own mother's cancer as an excuse to break up? Then you went and started dating a whore. She won't love you like Kaylee did. Kaylee had to unlock so many doors to let you in and love you the way she did. Mckayla will never do that. Mckayla will pleasure you for a short time. But Kaylee could have loved you forever. At the rate she's going, she'll love you all her life. Why? Because she's about to end it. Do you know what it's like to lose the one you love the most? She did. And you said she didn't know depression...

 

Gahh...this was supposed to go in fan fic. Oops .-.

 

I'm back :3
And sorry about not putting it in paragraphs. This is a legit letter that I wrote to my exboyfriend last night through the eyes of my bestfriend. All that was said in this is true soooo I'm thinking of basing the story on my actual life. Dun dun dunnnnnn.