I sit on my bed, twitching slightly, biting my nails every once in a while. Finally I run my hand through my hair, sighing. "Guess he's not calling" I mutter darkly. Getting up, I go to my dresser and look in the mirror. I had black hair that ran to my shoulders, soft brown eyes with sliver flecks. I knew that my looks were the only reason he liked me. I ruffle up my hair a little, and grin. Then my grin drops as I remember why I don't wear my hair crazy and fun. Because my boyfriend, I think. I start pulling my hair into a ponytail and I start applying makeup. I hated it, but my boyfriend likes it. I starts looking for the right blush, when my phone rings. I quickly drop the blush in my hands and rush over to my phone, tripping trying to get over there. I laugh at myself and get up and jump onto my bed, and pick my phone up. "Hello" I say, still laughing. "Sliver? Why are you laughing?" He asks, annoyed already. I quickly stop laughing and put my head down. "Well...I-i was just checking out Katie's skinny jeans, they kind of make her look fat...David" I say, closing my eyes, I hated gossiping and talking about people. "Oh, well thats good, I though for a second you were laughing about something stupid" He says laughing. I grimace but keep my voice even. "Yea, haha, so what you calling for sweetheart?" I ask, happy suddenly. Then I realize my mistake, but before I could say anything he speaks. "Really Sliver! I keep telling you to stop with the freaking names! God, how many times do I have to mention this! Are you that dumb?!" He yells at me. Tears fill my eyes, but I close them off and take several deep breaths. "I-i sorr" "Whatever, I was calling cause I finally found a dress for you" He says bluntly. I frown and take a big gulp. "I-i already have a dress, remember?" I say laughing nervously. "That one sucks, I told you I want something to throw at everyone, and I don't like when you cover up your body, its doesn't look good, oh also don't forget to wear make-up."He says, acting as if he wasn't offending me. I sit there for a moment, letting his words sink in, before I finally get it. He only wants me for my looks, my face, my body, he never like me. Keeping myself calm, even though I could feel my blood boil. "You know what David, I think you should blow me one last kiss" I say. "Really Sliver, enough with the stupid sayings, I told you saying that stuff, isn't going to get you anywhere."He says, annoyed again. "Well in this case it means that were over" I say and I hang up. As soon as I do, I feel free, like the whole world just lifted off my shoulders. So I smiled, and this time, it felt real. Turning my phone on silence, I go to the back of my closet and pull out all the things David told me not to wear. Pulling on a KISS t-shirt, black skinny jeans, and white converse. I ruffle up my hear and laugh, then I walk downstairs. Ignoring my parents who were now yelling at me, I walk out the door. Because tonight was the night, I was finally free. ------------------------------------------- Yea, I know it sucks, but its just a little something to let everybody know, never let some1 control who you are, be who you want to be Princess