Ok well its me again . I thought i should go ahead and write my story of today a little early. The reason why you may ask, well im going to a friends house and going to party . But sadly there parents dont remeber there internet password so i wont be on all day and maybe night if i stay the night. no parents . Well its officially 3:38am my time right now as i speak ... Well type . My day yesterday was acturally a pretty good day for those of yall who did read my other page you know how that ended up. Im sorry if i have quite a few typo's btw. But im really trying my best to work on that . So please exscuse my terrible typo's!! Well as for now i am lying in my bed watching tv. I can't really sleep so i had the idea to rearrange my room . Which i did. It was alot of work, took a hour and 30mins. To work on it. I know i said im going to a friend's house to party but sadly i can't do anything bc my ex boyfriend does not want me too, but its only bc he still love's me and wants me to prove to him that i do listen and that he can trust me so therefore im not gunna touch a single thing at the party . Me and him were together for a year and then broke up and we still have strong feelings for each other. We are thinking about dating again !!!yayayay!!. Now besides all the lovey stuff i am exstreamly bored and i know i should be sleeping at this time in the morning, but i have to wake up at 5:30am to shower and get ready to go to my friend's at 7am. I know my post might be boring to yall but i just have to do something to keep me occupied. I just love all of my friend's on PIMD. It's a really great APP besides all of the pervs n negativity people on here. Im sure if your still reading this then your probaly bored as well and have nothing else better to do. Now in my old post i said something about not being in school anymore and how i sleep when i have nothing to do. Well i saw the comment "you shouldn't sleep all day and stuff if you dont't have a deploma. Well in my post i also said how i was going to try getting my GED. so please people don't judge what i say if your not going to read the whole story to see the facts. I currently applied for McDonalds so wish me lots of luck people. Hopefully it will be better then my last job at Sonic. Sonic the job i worked at was TERRIBLE! The assistant mangers were rude and talked trash about the lower coworkers. They always cussed people out in the mic. When they said something kinda dumb, but don't worry the people did not know bc the managers turned there part of the mic off. Also at sonic they smoked drugs (not cigs) and they also drank inside. No offense to people who drink and do drugs lol bc as you can tell from reading all this earlier i said i partied as well lol. . Now i do have to hurry up with this post bc im sure some of yall still reading this is like "HURRY UP AND END ALL READY!!!." So please people feel free to comment on this post and keep me company. I don't really have anything to do at the moment so yea.. But thank you all for whoever read this. Im trien my best to make my days interesting so yall won't be as bored much reading my stuff. Now i do have a life so im not always on here like some people may think i am. If you want to pm me messages to ask questions like for example : whats a story about your most emberacing moments ?? Or what did you ever get introuble when you were in school or just anything i will write a post on the formus to make my stories alot more interesting for you all. Well start messaging. Ttyl for now
SweetCandyFloss: well idk honeslty. We dated for a year. So im always going to have strong feelings for him . He is a ex but a ex that might be my bf again. When we dated for a year a was his fiance. We were engaged. He has my heart and still does and always will. I have over half of his crap at my place -.- lol. I told myself i was done and that im putting away all the memories but sadly i habe not bc i obviously care to much . We been through hell and back with alot. Running away, family issues, sleeping on streets or staying with friends, running from cops which i was scared. I still have our engagement ring. He is really caring even though we could fight alot. I honestly miss everything we did just to stay together. I just hope for the best that we become a couple again. We are talking again and were thinking about dating again so hopefully it will work out this time . I love him alot.
Hi yah well I'm gana keep u company for bit I'm trying to be happy right now and I need somethng to distract me so plz write back xoxo
That is if ur still up lalalalala happy thoughts happy thoughts rainbows and unicorns sunshine and lollipops
Liar Who are we protecting when all they do is lie is it a friend or enemy no one really knows until they let there heart out of there chest and have it cut into little pieces right in front of your eyes. Why do we trust so many people that let us fall and kick us while where down me I rather be picked up and held close so no one can see the pain, it's always about the pain you can never really run or hide why do u try if all it does is make you feel worse. When there's a person we don't like we shut them out or try to see who's the better person I would enjoy watching you try to prove to me that your not the person everyone sets out for you to be . I'm not that person I try everyday to be normal but normality is overrated when everyone sees how special your all you want to do is more instead of keeping that one special feeling the feeling of being complete unlike some empty souls mine is usual full of emotions racing telling me to do this and do that while I try to shut them out but they always know I'm "lying"