Venting out my thoughts.

I'll be mature and say that I'm attention seeking right now.

And if that's not immature enough, just wait.

We all know life is hard and tough, right? Exactly. But do we know how tough? There's no limit.

For those of you who've seen my last thread about my life and what the deal was about it, welcome back.

So I just raged and now I'm pretty much depressed at the moment, but I'll let some pictures do the talking for me.

Okay. Let's take a box.


Let's say the box are people I hate entirely.

So I grab knives in my house and one by one, start throwing them.

We'll also pretend that the knives represent my hatred and anger. Or something. .-.

Here's knife #1. Picture is upside down and I have no clue why it turned out like that.


Knife #2.


Right on the top! Practice makes perfect! We'll get to that later.

Knife #3.


WOO! Now we're cookin'! Wait. Was that a pun? Meh.

Knife #4.


Side note: This is what I do when I'm raging or depressed or bored.

Knife #5.


Knife #1 fell! :0 Better fix that. Nah. I'll just leave it. Just gonna throw another knife.

Knife #6.


If you can't see it. It's not on the top of the box. It's on the side.

I also took the liberty of taking photo's of the last box I did this to.

Pictures:




That box was also when my airsift guns were working. Now I'm not sure I wanna buy anything from Walmart again. .-.

Anyways, this is what I do to relieve stress and/or anger. It's way better than taking any of the knives and cutting my wrist or ending my life. And yes, I do have suicidal thoughts from time to time. A lot of other people do too, some more often than others. That is not me.

Plus, I do not whatsoever plan on throwing knives at anything that breathes.. That's just rediculous and dangerous. Not to mention that it's illegal.

I'm just really tired of hearing or seeing judgement everyday.

I know for a fact that it'll never cease to exist and that it'll always be around for years to come. But I just want to see less of it. Now that I wrote this, I'm feeling pretty good now.

Thanks for reading, if I haven't bored you to death.. Yet.

 

^That's mature.

 

Just realized one picture is M.I.A. e.e I'll be right back with it. >.>

 

Too poor to buy a dartboard, so I do what I can. Can't even buy McDonald fries, let alone ACTUAL food.

Anyways, here's the missing picture:

 

The funny thing is, I'm not known for getting angry or depressed. I'm only known for my optimism. For how I get through tough times.

I guess now I'm showing the other side of me.

 

Anyone up to see the knives I used?

 

And.... Voíla!

Hand included for the scale size of the knives.