This is so freakibg amazing!!! I'm reading the Hunger Games right now and this is just like, awesomeness!!!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!
I've read all the books! (So many times.) Anyway, they're amazing. -and Thankyou I'll update soon.
"The next kill's mine!"Lyle covers his face with the icy lake water. "Oh really?"Erika sneers. "I bet it won't be half as impressive as mine..."She flashes him a perfect smile. My heart sinks, me and her are completely different, she's a cold blooded killer, whereas I'm just an incapable guilty mess. When am I ever just going to accept that this is my fate, this is what path I'm destined to take, and that all of this happens for a reason. I'm DESTINED to kill, I've been brought up to kill and yet I'm still a guilty mess. How many years in which I've spent training for this moment? All my life, and I am not planning on throwing it all away because of my morbid thoughts. The next kill won't be Lyle's, it will be mine...I'll make sure of it. Sometimes, I have those days that I feel like breaking down, but I've learned over time; that you just need to refocus your mind, alter it, helping you adapt to your surroundings and to the people of which you're around. So in my case, I'm refocusing my brain to think more like the ones around me, and to act like them. Feel no guilt. So that's what I'll do, I'll take down ANYONE who gets in my way. I will; I promise. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm sorry it's short; I just...needed to get something out, to feel accomplished. I know how lame that sounds, but it's the truth I guess and that's that. Thanks.