It's been 12 years now and I haven't had 1 nightmare or episodes as the docs call it. But tonight I started having them again they were so real I could almost feel them. I woke up sweating I got up and walked to the shower as I turned the hot tap on the mist started filling the almost like consuming me. I strip off and walk into the heat it feels so good on my skin , I get out and deduced to go for a walk though the park . The trees seemed to howl my name witherite cry, then I felt a chill run up my spine buut it was the middle of summer and it was a shiny day how is that possible I ask myself, bi walk farther away from the city and deeper into the lush green park I have never seemed to see before. I hear laughs of kids but their r none to be found, I decide to turn but which way did I came from everything to have changed.