-BTN- I scoffed at myself and continued walking. My knees were weak, I felt like falling down... Should I end my life...? I'm so tired. I wonder... I just wonder how it feels like to die. Will it be painful or senseless. I thought. I smiled at myself and reached the staircase, "Suicide. The only thing we don't live to regret." I whispered. I heard footsteps and I looked up, his eyes widened, afraid... in horror. "K-Katerina...?" I could feel the fear behind his voice. I controlled myself to not glare, I looked at him softly and smiled, "Help me..." I said as I fell down on my knees and passed out. Everything was black. I couldn't feel anything. I was... numb. ------- I felt a soft touch on my hand. The soft feeling of my bed. I missed my bed. It was comfortable. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at the angelic face sleeping beside me, I smiled, "Rose..." but why was she here? Where's Keith? And then I heard footsteps and my door creaked open, "Keith?" He smiled at me cheerfully as I remembered the knife. THE KNIFE! I screamed inside my head, WHERE IS IT?! I touched my pocket, it wasn't there anymore. SHOOT. "Kat... Rose was really worried and she came back two days ago." He said in a whisper as he placed the tray on my study table. "I was out for two days...?" That's weird. "Yeah." He said as he sat beside my bed, "why did you run away? Leo has been looking for you. They've been calling me like crazy." he chuckled. I faked a smile as I sensed all his lies. I understand now. I understand why he ******* did it. But I still don't have the strength to kill my brother. I love him. I always have... "Don't tell anyone, Kay?" I whispered to him. He nodded as he left my room. I stared at Rose. My beautiful best friend. I ran my fingers down her hair, "I miss you." NOT THE TURTLE!
"Katerina, you're awake..." Rose said as she rubbed her eyes. I smiled at her, "I miss you..." we hugged each other for the longest time as tears fell down our eyes. I tried to stand up but I was too weak. "Shoot." I gasped in pain. "Lie down, you fool." She giggled softly. I went back to my original position and laughed with her, "Damn it." "You know everyone's looking for you..." "Don't tell anyone. Rose, I have a confession to make." I said as I stare deep into her eyes. "W-what...? Don't stare at me like that! You're creeping me out..." she sighed. "I've been thinking of it all," I sighed. "What is it, Kat?" "It's disturbing. Are you sure you're gonna survive the statement I will say?" I said as nervousness creeped on my skin. She nodded. "Keith..." I shook my head, "I can't tell you." I held her hand tightly and let go. "Tell me, Kat! Now that I'm here for you, you won't tell me?!" She yelled. "Okay! Shush..." I sighed, "Keith loves me." She laughed, "Of course he does! You're his sister!" I glared at her softly, "You don't understand! Keith... is IN LOVE with me!" Her eyes widened in horror and curiosity. "W-what," she stuttered and forced a soft laugh, "th-that's not pos-possible...?" "Believe me..." I whispered, "it is."
Whoa. It's time to go best friend ***** mode on Keith. I was about to say some pottywords cause I though someone copied off of you. But then I realized that it had the same characters, and the same words, and the same everything. But then I thought really hard(but not that hard, it would make my head hurt) and a light bulb went off!!!I put 2 and 2 together and realized you change your name!!! EPIC FACEPALM /)_-
Hahaha! Sorry for not reminding you guys, 'specially Rose I'll be sure to remind you if I change my name again. But if I change it back to EliManson, then nevermind Will be updating in probably like... 17 hours. Lovd you guys. x EliManson.