A/n: Before I start this, Id like to say thank you to all the readers who've read my story and to all who've wanted me to find it again so I could continue. I will be continuing the series and then start a new series after I finish the last book.
Chapter 1: What's inside you is stronger than any spell Tracey I just couldn't believe my eyes, after years of hearing her perfect voice. I saw mother on the ground, just....there was no other word for it but Dead. It seemed just virtually impossible. Never to hear that voice again. Never to see those perfect shinning light blue eyes. And even after that I blamed it all on Lavender. Lavender There are no real words for what's happened in the last day. Just that Mother is....Dead. It's impossible. Nothing can change that. Not even a spell. Dania Dead ? Omg ! That's just impossible! When I heard what happened to Tracey and Lavender's mother I was in a big confusion. All I know is, he words I heard her say. I was there during her death. -Flashback- Lavender: "Mother don't die, please!" Tracey: "Mom, no please don't leave us!" Tracey and Lavender's mom: "Trace, Lav, my time is over. Lavender take this and I'll always be with you. I want you both to know that, what's inside you is stronger than any spell." Tracey: *speechless* Lavender: *now wearing the amulet* -end of flashback-
-end of chapter 1- A/n: Sorry for a short first chapter, but I'm Sure you know some of what's going on. Chapter 2: A Father who used to be a hero Carlos I looked around and saw nothing. It seems my parents want me to grow up to be perfect, well I can't be. I start singing and Lavender joins in with me, so do Dean and Zack. Jacob does too: Carlos: Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Zack: Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? Jacob: But it hurts when you disapprove all along Dean: And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud Lavender: I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright Dean, Zack and Jacob: And you can't change me Zack, Lavender, Carlos, Dean, And Jacob: 'Cuz we lost it all Lavender: Nothing lasts forever Dean: I'm sorry I can't be perfect Jacob: Now it's just too late and We can't go back Zack: I'm sorry I can't be perfect Lavender and Zack: I try not to think Zack: About the pain I feel inside Carlos: Did you know you used to be my hero? Zack: All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away Carlos, Dean, Zack, Jacob, and Lavender: And it feels like you don't care anymore Zack: And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud Jacob: I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright Zack: 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever Jacob and Dean: I'm sorry I can't be perfect Carlos and Lavender: Now it's just too late and We can't go back Zack: I'm sorry I can't be perfect Jacob, Dean, Zack, Carlos, and Lavender: Nothing's gonna change the things that you said Zack: Nothing's gonna make this right again Jacob: Please don't turn your back Jacob: I can't believe it's hard Just to talk to you Dean: But you don't understand Zack and Lavender: 'Cuz we lost it all Zack: Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry Jacob: I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and Lavender: We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Carlos, Dean, and Jacob: 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Zack: Now it's just too late and Jacob: We can't go back Dean: I'm sorry Lavender and Zack, Dean and Jacob, and Carlos: I can't be perfect[:color]
Zackary It's seems like my parents don't even care anymore. Well, my dad at least, since mother died. And my sister Ran away. Jacob It feels like you don't care anymore ! That's the truth. I've been doing things and my dad doesn't care anymore. Mom left and my siblings died. So it's just me and dad left at home. All the times you spent with me now seem so far away. Dean I don't know if my parents care about me anymore. It's just so hard to not think about it.
Lavender I know one thing and it may help but it may not. On A piece of paper was written these exact words so long ago: Magic exists only to serve man and never to rule over It seems I was right that I had a 'gift' but as to what it may be is what I alone must find out.
Jacob (Jake) Riddles, Riddles, And well what do you know, More riddles. I can't seem to get away from them. Tracey [color]I looked at Lavender, "It's all your fault that mum's dead !" Lavender looked at me, "Is not!" I said, "Is too, you little twirp!" Lavender said back, "Not" I replied, "Yes it is" Lavender's reply was, "No" I responded, "Yes" Lavender again said, "no" I said, "yes" Lavender smiled and said, "nah." I gave up and said, "It wasn't any of our faults."[/color]
Cassandra If magic exists Only to serve man and never to rule over then, I guess that means, all my power...It can mean only one thing....I am a Mage. (changing Tyreal's Name To Cassandra Meyer-Love) (making Zack's Last name be Deforest) (Changing Tracey's last name to Fitzpatrick) (Jacob's Last name Will be Deforest also but, Jacob isn't Zack's brother)
Chapter 4: Life beyond the walls Lavender I started to write in my journal: I know It's hard to believe at first, but I really did live outside these walls for a time anyway. That's how I got to know Cassandra. I May Never again see the light. -Lavender Marie Fitzpatrick
Carlos I see a smаll piece of Paper fall to the ground. It Reads:Sorry Carlos, but I had to leave. I met Cassandra outside These walls And now she lives In the walls. I may never again see the light. Love you ! - Fitzpatrick,Lavender I looked the note Over again and again. Zackary I looked at the note Lavender sent Me:Sorry I had to leave Zack, you mean so much to me and I'm sorry I had to leave you. I may never again see the light. Hope you are reading this. -Fitzpatrick I looked at the note again, then looked around.
Jake (Jacob Deforest) I looked at the note sitting on my desk: Hey Jake, Sorry I left. Your a great friend but I just can't take living behind walls. All of the time I thought I knew I belonged there with you and Zackary and the rest at Sacred Heart, maybe I do and maybe I don't. Even if I knew the answers I may still have done what I thought was right. Sorry again. I know you must think I am a coward, Jacob and I'm Sorry. I may never come back, if I do then I'm lucky. I may never again see the light. Your friend, and forever missing you! -Fitzpatrick I looked at the note a while longer. Owen I looked at the note:I know we were best friends before Owen, but not anymore. I have a new best friend now, I'm sorry. I no longer have need of you. Goodbye, forever. -Fitzpatrick I stared at the note In horror.
Tracey I looked at the note my sister wrote:Sorry I left....Love you more than you know Trace. Goodbye.... -Lav
Carlos I think this time she may be gone for good. Or maybe like last time Lav is going to be joking. I never know. But one thing is for sure, this day will be unforgettable.
Jacob It is just so hard to grasp the idea that she'd just leave. Timothy I just don't believe it! She actually just Left us ! She wouldn't do that not how I know her.
-end of Chapter 4- A/n: Now that you know a bit more, Why do think Lavender left ? What made her go and leave all she loves behind ? What made Lavender want to ditch her best friend ?
Epilogue: Do I really want to go back this time ?-No one knows Lavender I looked around and packed up my things and started to head back. I started asking myself: Do I really want to go back this time ? The answer to that had been hard to find but eventually I just said Yes