So this a collaboration which Gilmore and me, hope you enjoy! Thx for all the supporters. And I hope you comment!
The day shattered as I stood on the chair in the hospital, frozen, staring ar the wall with an utter blank face. Everyday, I try to unravel what's really behind my story, what caused me into this upmost disparity. I just wished, one time, I would feel right to everyone, not a calm insensitive teenager who seeks for death....not persise.
I waited, nervous biting on my lip, waiting for my parents to storm in, yell at me of why I caused this fear of anguish, to tear their hearts apart by sensing I might die in the year. I do not have reason of this, I just want to live peacefully, but that didn't happen. The doctor, blonde and at the subtle age of his late forties, with a scruffy aftershave came up to me and asked In a velvety tone, "Hello Cindy, how are you feeling?"