Well first off I just want everyone to know- THIS IS NOT MY DIARY ENTRIES- these are all made up. Comment will ideas for next weeks entry and if I should make them longer -------------------------------------------- June 24, 2012 Hello Everyone! My name is Jamie and I am 17 years old. I decided to write in a diary once a week as a new sort of therapy for myself, seeings as I don't know what else to do. See, I'm extremely confused, about my sexuality among so many other things. I have a boyfriend who is a year older than me and is absolutely perfect. His name is Jordan and he is on the fast track to graduating with honors and then going to law school. Lately after we kiss I don't get that stomach flip feeling anymore. And to make everything more confusing when I look at my best friend Britney-and I know what you're thinking "oh a Britney, she must be a cheerleader," we'll you are absolutely correct- I get butterflies in my stomach. I don't understand why, I was raised a Christian and didn't believe in homosexuality. If my family ever found out what I was thinking I would be disowned quicker than you could say "God Bless You." And I would be kicked out of my church for having sinful thoughts. But oh my gosh does Britney make my heart thump, she makes me want to go against my family and church. Maybe I am just bored with Jordan and just need a new guy that will make my heart thump again. I'll give it a week and then I will write about how I feel and I will keep doing that until I feel that I understand what is going on with my heart. My brain and heart needs to get on the same page and think te same thing. ---Jamie
? Why are you laughing? Nina opened her heart... and her lunch, for us! We shall eat. Well the lunch. If you're from Florida the heart might not be that bad for you. zombie. Naaah I kid my Forida friends.
I actually think this is a good thing.. Maybe you just want to experiment something new.! I say, as long as you're happy. That's what you should be fighting for.