6 Continuation of Past After all that incident, I woke up still at my brother's side. But another problem came rushing through us. My mum slammed the door open, "Wake up sleepyheads! Keith, you are going to boarding school!" "What?!" My brother suddenly opened his eyes. He wasn't sleeping all along. He was just staring at me sleep. Hmphf. "Ma, then I'll be alone!" I said. "Uh-Uh, your nanny is here Katerina. You will continue your studies here, your grades are good. But Keith's grades are going down. Your dad and I decided to put Keith in boarding school." She said as she opened the curtains of my room. "That is unfair, Ma! I don't want to leave Kat." He said. "Ma, please! I'm the only family Kat has in this damned house!" He begged. "Keith, I'll be fine. Just go." I smiled as my heart felt like stopping. Our mum just glared at us, "Pack your bags Keith, we are leaving in an hour. And Katerina, I will be back in a long time, so don't hope." She blew a meaningless kiss to me and left the room. My brother turned to me and saw my eyes full with despair. He hugged me as tight as he could, "I'll miss you." I shoved him off me, "Get out." I said softly. "Kat..." "Please, brother. Get out." Tears fell as I turned around and buried my head under my pillow. "I will write you a letter. You are the best sister in the world, you are special to me." He said as I heard my door close. As that door closed, my life felt like it shut down. A part of me lost the confidence of being myself.
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Present It's funny how addicting the pain gets. I really deserve to be in a mental institution. I opened my eyes, aware that it was already the next week. Meaning, new psychologist. I smiled. It's the only excuse for cutting myself. I reached under my bed and took out a box... A box of blades inside. How stupid can the security get? Or am I just too smart for them? I tied my long hair into a ponytail; I love my hair, it's almost down to my waist. I stared at the blades. Only eighteen left. I should restock soon. And by restock I mean steal blades in the canteen. I took one of it and smiled foolishly while putting it inside my jogging pants. The new psychologist will get scared. I smirked as the nurse went in my room. "Ka-Katerina, inspection check for you." She said while going near me. How idiotic. She would dare to touch me? "Hmmmmkay!" I giggled evilly. I could feel her hands shaking while she checked my pockets, she didn't touch me deeper so she couldn't feel the blade. Well it was small, obviously she wouldn't. "What'd you find, sweetie?" I whispered in her ears. She backed off in an instant and looked at me in fear, "Follow me, Ka-Katerina... P-please." She said as she opened the door and walked. I followed her to the conference room and she opened the door, "Thank you Aleah." I smirked as I went in. I could feel her fear, I could feel her desperation of getting away from my side. I could feel her suffering. I laughed softly, "Go. Before I kill you with the fear I give you." I said as I looked at her with my soulless eyes. She walked fast away from me and I went in. And there he was, the new psychiatrist, and from that moment, I knew he wouldn't last long with me.
-Psychologist's POV- I looked around the room as I noticed the next patient coming inside. My heart wavered, her crystal-like blue eyes, still the same. Her beautiful face looking at me. But wait, why is she here? I can't think of personal things. I have to keep business in a professional mood. I gestured her to sit down as I sat on my own, I took my notebook and reviewed her records. "I could just tell you what happened to me... Leo." She said in a piercing cold voice. It stung my heart. I looked at her not showing any emotions. But I still had the same emotions from when I always saw her. I smiled faintly and looked back at my notebook and her records. "I can read emotions." She smirked. I didn't look back, I just kept on reading and reading. And a certain statement caught me. "If they hadn't hidden me away from him, I wouldn't have killed those damned bastards." That was it, the records said that that was all she kept on repeating every time there was a conference with the judge. She killed her family except her brother. Well no doubt. She have always loved her brother since they were young. They were inseparable. But why would she do that? She isn't the Katerina I once knew, so I won't talk about things that are inappropriate. "Anything interesting you found, Leo?" She said in a sinister soft voice. I smiled at her, "Yes. I found something very interesting and I'd like to talk about it." I said in a calm voice. She was surprised, I could tell. But why?
-Back To Normal (BTM)- I stared at him for awhile so he wouldn't notice. Does he still remember me? He gestured me down the chair and I smirked silently; it's not like he's gonna last anyway. I took my blade silently and placed it in my pocket. He sat down after I did, I looked at him naturally. Leonard James Williams, his Hispanic features made him so attractive, his light brown eyes, his dark hair, he was perfect in my eyes. And now... He's Dr. Leonard? Unbelievable. I noted his every move in my head, he took out a notebook and a record of my files. I looked at him with my soulless eyes as I coldly said, "I could just tell you what happened to me... Leo." He looked at me showing no emotions, I scoffed at myself. "I can read emotions" I smirked. It was true. Just by the look in their eyes even if they try to hide it, I could always see it. He didn't look back at me, somehow it hurt. To just get this over with I said with a sinister soft voice, "Anything interesting you found, Leo?" He smiled at me and my heart skipped a beat, "Yes. I found something very interesting and I'd like to talk about it." He said in a calm voice. WAIT... WHAT?! H-HOW COULD HE NOT BE INTIMIDATED BY MY TONE?! TH-THIS IS THE FIRST TIME! I looked at him with a surprise expression. No excuse to cut myself. My daily dose of medicine. I sighed to myself. I can't cut myself in the room, they'd inspect my room. Ugh. Leo, why you? "Katerina?" He said. I woke up from my short nightmare and smiled softly, "Do you hate me?" He gasped softly, "N-no! Why should I be?" "Then Leo, you don't hate me about last year?" a tear fell down my cheek. It was sincere in a way. I wasn't acting this time. "Katerina, I don't mix personal life with business." He smiled faintly. I smiled sadly, I finally found a way to cut myself. Just a little acting, and perfection. He would quit like how I made the other psychologists quit. "I still... I still love you, Leo." Tears continue flowing down my face. "Katerina! You left me! I didn't kno-" He stopped and cleared his throat, "Stop this Katerina. Let's talk about what happened to you and we have to solve your problem." "B-but Leo!" I said as I got off from my seat. "Katerina, I forgot about it already. So move on. Please?" I felt my heart breaking in two, why was he being like this? I went near him, "Leo... I could die for you!" I yelled as I took out my blade from the pocket. "Katerina, you wouldn't do that." He said in a calm voice. I was surprised, "What if I will?" "Then kill me." He said as he stared into my eyes. I lost my voice, he absorbed the power within me... He always made me weak on my knees. Leo, I love you. Always have and always will.
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