Chapter 1: Best friends pick up the phone Marci's P.O.V Just one short text caused all this pain and misery. This is the story of my struggle. Or should I say "our" struggle. It was around half after seven pm when I received this text from Deena. You see this girl has been my chick since third grade. I know every detail about her. I open the text somewhat unsure of who it was, because the number wasn't saved "don't b mad." not even using proper spelling. At that moment I knew exactly what she did, but I went numb and texted back. "I promise I won't , what is it?" She took what it seemed like forever to me to reply. "Zane asked me out." I refused to text her back, I hated her so much. She knew how I felt about Zane but of course she had to because whoever I want she wants! Only difference is I never get the boy. She is a fake bra-stuffing numb-skull. I'm not speaking out of hurt it's all true! I quickly open my phone and create a new message to Zane. "So you and Deena?" I was so hurt my heart felt like knives were stabbing the remains of the shattered bits. Zane replied causally "Yeah, what are you following me?" I felt so betrayed, but it wasn't the first time she did this. I did something I never thought I do..I burst out into tears. These were nothing compared to the tears I experienced later on. I wanted to die on the spot so I didn't have so much pain and misery soiling my soul. I cried out to God wondering why he was punishing me. Texting Deena back reluctantly "Don't worry I'll be fine I'm happy for you." I even put a smiley face. She's so naive, I say I'm fine and she believes it! DEENA HOW BOUT YOU PUT SOME EFFORT IN THIS FRIENDSHIP. Can't I just win...just this once....I beg of you god....I only want him.... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do not bypass, make rude remarks towards readers, or spam! Criticism is appreciated I won't be offended.