Okay, I need some help here. I'm not sure if she should end up with Matteo or Callum. Matteo is this mysterious, miserable character who feels like he shouldn't be alive and Christiana is the only reason he hasn't given himself up to -them- (I don't know how to do italics). Callum is a bubbly, caring character who has never forgotten about Christiana. I just want some ideas, I'm not saying that whoever gets the most votes will definitely end up with her. And please don't be all like, "Um, why would you ask who she should be with? It's stupid blah, blah, blah." No, I just want an idea. I don't know. So any comments would be greatly appreciated. Just wall or inbox me if you have something to say. Thank you ever so much •><><><><><><><• Righteo, how about an update? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ After I had eaten breakfast, I went back to my room to get dressed. While I was picking out something to wear, I remembered the message from Callum. It took me a while to write a reply, I had no idea of what to say. Eventually, I just said that I missed him too and when I do come back, we could definitely have a coffee and catch up. I was considering whether to call it a 'date', but I decided not to. Things were still complicated with Matteo, and even though Callum was human and we could try to make it work, I would still be in love with someone else. Matteo arrived home late in the afternoon, carrying bags full of something. When I asked him what it was, he just stared and threw a bag at me. I emptied the contents of it out and found some new clothes and toiletries. He walked up to his room and didnt come back out even after I shouted his name over ten times. Later that night while I was under the sheets of my bed wide awake, Matteo walked in without knocking again. "What do you want?" I grumbled at him. "To say sorry. I shouldn't have acted like that. It's just it was the first time I'd actually been truly happy, and it was all because of you. What we did last night was wrong. I know how you feel about me, yet everytime I'm near you I just wish I could call you mine. But I know I never will. Goodnight Christiana. Sleep well." He walked out of the room before I could get a word out. Everyone seemed to be doing that lately, not waiting for a reply. It was getting really frustrating. I pushed the thought out of my mind, there was no need for me to be angry before I slept. "I love you, Matteo." I whispered, sleepily, barely knowing what I was saying. "Please know that. Forgive me for hating you, it's the only thing I know." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Hope you enjoyed and remember, wall or inbox me, greatly appreciated
Meh, I'm gonna update ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ '"Christiana, are you ready?" "Ready for what, Sir? I don't understand." "Ready to die, young one. It's time for Krista to be reborn. In you. You want her to be happy don't you? You do love her don't you? You want to die to please her don't you?"' I sat up suddenly. It was only a dream, I told myself. But it had felt so real, like I was living it right then. It was only 4am, not time to get up yet. I couldn't get back to sleep though. Images of the ghostly man kept reappearing in my mind. I decided to get up and go for a walk around the house to clear my mind. Passing Matteo's bedroom, I could hear him sleeping, but he stopped his deep breathing when I stood at his door. I got worried, so I peeped inside, only to find him looking directly at me. "You really should be more quiet. You could wake the dead stomping around like that. Why are you awake so early?" "I, uh, I had a nightmare." I didn't tell him what it was about, there was no need to worry him. "Come here." He ordered. Slowly, I walked up to his bed and stood next to him. He took my hand, playing with my fingers while he said, "Get in Christiana, you're freezing. You'll catch a cold if you don't warm up." I went over to the other side and laid down. I tried to keep as far over to my side as I could, but I felt strong arms wrap around me pulling me towards Matteo. I rolled over breathing in his cologne. "Mmm," I sighed. "You smell amazing." He chuckled. "Not as amazing as you do." Suddenly, I realized something. I'd been with him for three years, yet I'd never been so intimate with him. "Matteo?" "Yes?" He breathed, eyes closed. "I think we could give this a shot." I said quietly. "Give what a shot?" I could hear the hope in his voice, just waiting for me to say what he wanted to hear. Without a second thought, I replied, "You and me." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will it last?