:| Oh hot damn...Only those words were meant for Maria to hear, not Arianna. Blump ;3...I'm believe the next update will be extra intense.
School. To say in the least... I hadn't gone back... I didn't want to go back. How could I face him? There was no way... "You must attend school," said Alex. He looked at me as I sat on my bed, just staring at the floor. "This is crazy. Why aren't you going?" he asked. I didn't even mutter an answer, I just sat there. "Arianna.. Is it him? Is it that teacher? Is he the reason you aren't going to school? Arianna! It's been four days! You have to go to school!" "Shut up! Shut up!" I cried. "You just don't understand do you?!" "What..?" "You were right... I was nothing to him. I was a burden.. and nothing more," I said quietly. "Arianna..." "He never cared for me. He..." "It's alright," whispered Alex and he sat next to me. He put his arm around me and held me close. "Alex..." I said softly. I was uncomfortable in this position... I had gotten so accustom to Adam's embraces, that everything else seemed weird. I kind of nudged away from him to show him that I wasn't attracted to him that way. "Arianna please," he said and he held me closer. "Don't.." "Why not?" "I don't feel that way about you Alex... It's uncomfortable for me to have you touch me.." "But you understand my feelings don't you?" "Feelings..?" I said quietly. I did know... It was obvious.. but I didn't want to hear it. "Haha, there's no way..." "I love you." There it was... The thing I had been dreading for the longest time. I felt myself become uneasy. "I'm sorry, I don't feel the same." "You do Arianna, you just don't realize it," he said in a low whisper. He kissed my cheek. "Alex! Don't!" "Why not? I'm not going to be harming you," he said and he slowly leaned in to kiss my lips. "Stop!" I shouted, right before he kissed me. His kiss was soft and gentle... but wrong to me. "Alex... no... stop it," I said and I tried pushing him away but he was too strong. "Just let me hold into you a bit longer," he said. "No!" I shouted and I pushed him off my bed as rough as I could. He fell and stood up again. "You little..." Just then the door bell rang. I stood up. "I'll go and answer it!" I shouted and I raced downstairs. I reached for the front door handle and unlocked it, swinging the door open. Suddenly a deep pounding started in my chest and I was at a loss of words. It felt as if I couldn't breath. "Adam..." I whispered. "You?!" shouted Alex as he came up beside me. Adam looked at the both of us, and then he looked directly at Alex and. "I've come to take Arianna home."
Okay okay I think that Arianna needs to have like that badass friend who friggin' throws fridges and knives at people