Updateeee!!!!! Jason btw has anyone figured out why my title is named that? Jason's POV: I was in English...kind of waiting to see Rachel..i tried to act normal and pretend I wasn't anxious to see her. I opened up my notebook to relax, I turned to one of my drawings of her and tried to detail it..it's so hard to make it look right. I doubt I'd ever make it as good as the real thing.. She's so beautiful..her graceful hazel eyes and soft pink lips..I could stare at her all da- My thoughts were interrupted as someone fell in my lap while I was sitting in my desk. I saw graceful hazel eyes and soft pink lips...hers. She stared at me with a shocked look as I returned the stare...she fell...into my lap...oh My god... Somehow I automaticly caught her with my hands, which were around her shoulders. She apologized and I said it was fine while smiling at her, after that she got up and went to her seat with the bell ringing. English was almost over while I started to touch up my drawings of Rachel, trying to make them good enough. "what are you drawing?" a familar sweet voice asked me, my face heated up as I closed my sketchbook quickly. Crap she almost saw! "nothing!" I said quickly, she hung her head sadly. "sorry.." she said guilty. Why'd she seem sad about it? It wasn't a crime to ask me I just didn't want her to see what I drew exactly.. "oh um no it's fine it's just it's not really important, I don't wanna waste your time so..." "what? No show me, I won't laugh. I bet your good at it." she smiled, her gorgeous eyes stared at me with curiousity and facsination. "ehh.." I started.. She reached for the notebook and my hand reached up grabbing her arm automaticly, causing her to look at me with caution. I blushed while I looked back and took my hand off giving up. She flipped to the page where I left my pencil. She looked amazed, her eyes twinkled with awe. "Wow Jason..." "I.." I said trying to find words. "that's really gorgeous Jason, oh my gosh how did you do that?" she asked, I guess she liked it. "sadly there's another one..." i said and she stared confused. I stood up next to her and flipped the pages as she looked at the book and then I stopped. I got real nervous, she looked at me while I looked down. Did she like it? I hope it was somewhat good enough... After she studied my picture she looked at me...I still looked down paralyzed..I didn't know what to do. I couldn't breathe. She called my name softly, it eased me, then she caressed my face, gently nudging it to face her, she got closer. Her hands seemed so delicate and soft, oh how I adore this girl. She's amazing. "I'm sorry that feels kind of inappropriate.." I confessed, it did..drawing her like that. But I couldn't help it I'm so amazed by her beauty. "are you kidding me?! Jason that's freakin amazing!" I blushed, but she has no idea.. "yeah well...the pictures are nothing compared to the real thing." The bell rang as I grabbed my stuff, she just stood there blushing, flustered. I walked off. This girl...I think I love her.
Update let's get these teen hearts beating faster faster Rachel's POV: I wonder if Jason likes me...I kind of like him. He's so sweet and nice to me, I'm his...princess. Haha...oh god. Anyways I was in science class, or I had just walked in and placed my stuff on my desk and went over to Jason. Oh how impulsive i felt, I had to talk to someone so why shouldn't he be it? Although...what I did was..pretty insane. I sat down on his lap, causing him to blush and stare at me bewildered. "yes I know, 'what the heck is she doing sitting on my lap?' and I'm sorry but I'm cold and I needed someone to talk to and I figured you'd be the perfect person cuz your so awesome but no you're right im probably freaking you out so..." I blurted out of nervousness and weirdness. "oh um no it's fine...actually it's the second time you've been in my lap today." he said blushing more. "oh yeah.." I said blushing as well. He smiled at me "Jason.." I said softly, I felt a bit nervous, "I'm cold." I said laying my head on his chest. He blinked a bit anxious . "well I would let you wear my jacket but I don't have it on me right now.." he stared at me, ".....would you mind me wrapping my arms around you to warm you up?" he asked, my face heated up. "n-no it's fine." I stammered embarrassed. He put his arms around my weighst softly as I bit my lip staring down. "better?" he asked, I looked at him innocently. "yeah.." It was quiet for a moment, then Jason broke the silence. "sorry if my arms ever tighten around you, it's just that Im kind of cold..." "what? No your not Jason, you're warm." I smiled a bit, his arms were so snug around me. He stared at me with glazed eyes. "you're warm." he said smiling a bit. "you're warm!" I giggled. I looked around and saw Brooke and Sam staring at us..they strolled by. "wow...I just love science class you know? Epsecially with all this CHEMISTY and stuff.." Sam mocked...I blushed hard and tried to act normal. They giggled and left. I turned around to Jason again, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to really..." Jason said trailing off. "wha? No Jason it's fine.." I reassured, he smiled at me, his arms stayed against me like a boundary, I put my hands on his chest and bit my lip again. He definetly blushed this time, we were 3 inches away from each other. I batted my eyelashes at him softly, then I slid my hand down to his stomach a squeezed it, causing him to flip out. "ah!" he said gently yet startled, I did a soft giggle and turned around. Still on his lap he pulled me against him. "hey you.." he said softly. "eep!" I blushed, he smiled. Then I felt a pain in my stomach. "oww...my stomach hurts so badly..." I said "are you okay princess?" he asked concerned. "eugh..it hurts alot..." "want me to um...massage it for you?" he asked, ....massage it? "really?" I asked nervously "yeah, I could...only if you want..i don't want to pressure you..." he said cautiously. Personally I wouldn't mind a massage...and Jason is so sweet. I can tell he wants to help me...I really want to know if he likes me..hmm.. "uh yeah, you can." I agreed "alright.." he said. He put his hands on each side of my stomach and gently squeezed and massaged it. I layed back on his chest. "wow...eep!...haha..oh my..." I said squirming, it felt amazing. After what seemed thirty seconds my stomach felt better. "that's good ?" Jason asked "yeahh...haha." I said dazed, we kinda sat there...but I didn't want the fun to end...I felt him gazing over me. I looked at my hands, I wish he would play with them. As if he read my mind he picked up my hands in his and caressed them and played with them. I felt him breathing in my ear slightly. "do you like it when I play with your hands?" he asked softly in my ear, yet nervously. I kept my gaze at our hands together. "like it? I love it.." I said relaxed...was it too early to say such thing? I did, it calms me down when he does that. I felt his nose against my cheek, I could hardly breathe by how close he was, I closed my eyes for a second. "Jason..." I said to where it was almost a whisper. He continued to play with my hands, my heart was beating faster. He had rose up, I could feel my body against his chest. He was still at the side of my face, I was so warm. He seemed very passionate at the moment..I really liked it. "mmmh...did I ever tell you how gorgeous you look princess?" his deep yet gently voice seeped into my ears, I could feel his lips mouth those words while he said that. He was right against my cheek. My heartbeat accelerated, it couldn't stop. I closed my eyes again and lifted my head up a bit. "Jason.." I said again and giggled softly. "mmh..yeah?" he asked...wow this feeling is amazing, I turned around to face him. He put his arms around my weighst again. I looked back at it, biting my bottom lip while he was against my cheek again. If you would have seen this picture...me in his lap, his arms around my lower back pulling me against him, my hands on his chest, how close our faces were...you would have thought we were dating. I turned my head back to Jason and he took one arm off to caress my face. "you are so sexy..." I said..wait what did I say? He went to the side of my face again and took his hand off my face and he laughed softly. "you are..." I blurted again...well I couldn't lie now could I? I turned around with his hands reaching at my stomach again. I bit my lip as well (i do that when I'm nervous or flustered) and he gently inhaled my perfume. "Mmh, Rachel..." he said, he must have been as dazed as I was. "that deep sexy voice.." I said smiling "your wide sexy eyes.." he teased, "Jason!" I laughed. Okay so I guess we were flirting..not that much, just a...okay fine alot. The way he was in my ear...I really wanted him to kiss my cheek. Yes I know, but I can't help it! It feels so good...Usually i make the guy feel like that but him..he's got me in his hands.. "Wow that feels good.." "Does it?" he smiled with satisfaction while his hands stayed on me..how sexy he smelled with cologne...just kiss me...I wanted him to keep his hands on me..and hold me. Is this an impulse? What is this? I'm going insane! "Woahh..." Avril said smiling at us, she raised her eyebrows and sat down In her seat. I looked at Jason, who's face was twice as red as mine. "umm...I'll go back to my seat. See you later Jason." I said gently, he hugged me from behind, I guess we were thinkin the same thing: I wanted this to last longer. "alright princess, bye." he said, with that I got up from his lap. I could tell we were both feeling the same. I suppose he likes me,...and no doubt I like him otherwise I wouldn't have felt like that. I only wonder what'll happen. Everyone stared at us as I went back to my seat. All I heard were murmurs about us. I blushed and Jason face was so red. Wow...he must really like me I guess...I hope he's not too embarassed. The bell rang and I layed my head on my hand thinking.
Update Jason's POV: Another day in science, blahh I'm so bored. When's Rachel going to get here? I kind of miss her...shut up I know it's only been like 3 hours but I miss her.... My face lighted up when I saw her and then she casually sat on my lap. On...my..lap. Wha...why? Oh my god, woah. "yes I know, 'what the heck is she doing sitting on my lap?' and I'm sorry but I'm cold and I needed someone to talk to and I figured you'd be the perfect person cuz your so awesome but no you're right im probably freaking you out so..." she said, wow that was so fast I barely caught it, anyways She's not freakin me out at all. "oh um no it's fine it's just the second time you were in my lap today." I said matter-of-factly. "oh yeah." she said, I smiled lightly, she layed against my chest. Her warm eyes staring at me. "Jason...I'm cold" she said softly. How can she be cold? As hot as she is..haha anyways... "oh well I would give you my jacket but unfortunately I don't have it" I smiled on the inside though, "would you mind if I wrap my arms around you to keep you warm?" "n-no it's fine." she said nervously, so I put my arms around her weighst. Yess...I just want to hold her like this all day. "better?" I asked "yeah.." she said softly staring at me. It was quiet for a few seconds and I wanted her to be closer to me... "sorry if my arms ever tighten around you. it's just I'm really cold..." I confessed, she was so warm. "what? No you're not, you're warm." she said smiling with warmth "you're warm." I responded "you're warm!" she amusingly argued while giggling. Her friends strolled by us teasing us...well it wasn't that big of a scene. She was just...in my lap and my arms were..uh...around her weighst. The walked off as she turned around on my lap, I was trying to reassure her of embarrassment and she said it was fine. And then.. Well I smiled and lightly kept my arms against her lower back...I didn't want to restrict her I just wanted her to be closer to me. She put her hands on my chest and bit her lip. I blushed from that obviously cuz she was touching my chest and gazing in my eyes. I wasn't aware of the few people's attentions we had caught, I was too attracted to Rachel and how gorgeous she was. She batted her pretty little eyes at me and slid her hand down my chest to my stomach. I was so starstruckk with the way she touched me, her soft hands against my chest felt so amazing I could hardly breathe. I blushed so hard cuz of that. She squeezed my stomach lightly causing me to...well I don't wanna say squeal cuz I'm a man sooo let's say I just...i don't know... (dialouge please?) "ah!" I blurted due to her hands squeezing my stomach..it tickles even when you do have a six pack. She giggled softly with pleasure and turned around. I decided to pull her back against me by the stomach. "hey you.." "eep!" she squeaked, awww so cute! She blushed lightly. After a few seconds she squealed. "oww my stomach hurts.." "oh, are you alright princess?" I said. Well I had to know if my princess was okay right? "it's hurts so much ugghh...." she groaned "oh..want me to massage it?" I offered "really?" she asked gratefully "yeah, I could...only if you want..i don't want to pressure you..." I said cautiously, I would never make her do anything she doesn't want to. I care for her, she needs to feel safe and secure. "uh yeah you can" Score. So with that I put my hands on her stomach and lightly massaged it waiting for her reaction, which was squirming and giggling. So adorable, I started to smile, she layed back against me relaxed. Good girl, lay against me so I can hold you and you can be mine. "that's good?" I asked after several seconds of massaging. "haha yeahh.." she smiled, I knew she liked it. Then it got back to silence and she just sat there and stared at her hands, I could see her unsatisfactory. So I picked her hands in mine and played with them. I didn't care, i liked doing that, I just wanted to know how she felt. "Do you like it when I play with your hands?" I questioned softly in her ear, just enough to make her swoon. "like it?..." she asked gently...I guess she didn't- "I love it.." she cut off my thoughts. Love it? Wow...I should Do it more then, I smiled. It got silent again, I went to her cheek and locked my arms around her like a sheild. She blushed and lightly mumured, I didn't want to completely overwhelm her, but make her heart race. Just sort of play with her, tease her. "mmh..did I ever tell you how gorgeous you look princess?" I said, with every word coming from my lips against her face. I wanted to kiss her soo badly, you just don't know. It felt so good the way she was in my arms, I felt like she was mine. Could she be? "Jason..." she said quietly dazed as she lifted her head up a hint and softly giggled. "Mmh...yeah?" I asked, don't ask about the "mmh" part it's cuz her perfume smells so sexy and she looks so attractive. Turns me on I can't help that, I really like her, although I have limits of excitement I mean...shes on my lap.... She turned around to face me again and I put my arms around her weighst. She looked back at my arms making me a bit nervous. Relax sweetheart I won't do anything, I just want you closer. Why? Because I'm falling in love with you faster and harder than gravity itself can pull me. I was up against her cheek and she put her hands on my chest again. What is she tryi- is she trying to make me feel like that? Cuz I swear when she does that little move of hers my heart races so fast i'm suprised she can't feel it against her fingers. Rachel turned her head back to me and I caressed her face, her eyes were glazed with...affection? Looked like it. Pshh I don't think she could actually like me... "you are so sexy.." she blurted dazed. Nevermind. I blushed pretty hard and couldn't help but look down and smile, she's the one to talk, this girl was beyond sexy. I laughed lightly and got next to her cheek once more and she bit her lip. "you are.." she repeated and turned around. I reached out at her stomach again, holding her against me, I smelled her sweet scented perfume causing me to do it again. "mmh Rachel..." I said dazed, I feel like shes hypnotizing me. Her face must have heated up. "That deep sexy voice." she said slowly and softly...almost like..a seduction...oh my. "Those wide sexy eyes..." I teased back, she had too many gorgeous things about her. "Jason!" she giggled. What? It's true I swear. I only flirt with girls if we're dating...and if I really like them. Not because of who they are Its cuz it just feels like I suck at it...I dont know if I do or not but anyways I rarely do it..but Rachel..she makes me do that. Like it was contagious, I couldn't help myself. I really like her so I decided to..and honestly I just went with the flow and wow does it feel good. "wow this feels so good." she said so softly...did she want me to hear that? Regardless I thought it did to.. "does it?" I asked gently, she giggled. "yeahh.." she said smiling and biting her lip blushing. "mmh.." I said catching her perfume. Please kiss her...go now...cmon dude kiss her cheek just a little bit.. "Woahhh.." avril said smiling, her black hair swaying as she sat Down in her seat in front of us. well there goes that kiss on her cheek. "umm I'll go back to my seat.." Rachel said embarrassed, "see you later Jason". I didn't want her to leave but if she didn't we'd have been accused of PDA if the teacher saw. Is it such a crime for a girl to sit in a guys lap and slightly play with each other? Anyways I hugged her tightly from behind causing her to bite her lip for one last time. "alright princess, bye." I whispered in her ear so no one could hear. She got up and touched my hair then sat back down in her seat with all the whispers and comments going around the classroom. Oh god here we go, high school is a fishbowl. I didnt realize how much I was blushing until I saw my relection on my iPod. My face was redder than it had ever been before. I really do love her, don't I?