So I officially have a problem. And I didn't proof this. but Can I have sone opinions? Call me an attention whore or a hopeless bitch, I don't care. I just want help. Cuz I feel like a major fuck up right now. Am I a major bitch? Can someone tell me that? Have I ever done something so wrong to someone that I've become a bitch on here? I can't think of anything. But maybe I have. Maybe I've done something so horrendous, I deserve all this shit. ATM, I'm being farmed. And not farmed for a good reason, I must say. See, someone hired my tut without asking. This was a couple days ago. So I hired him back. This went on a few times, and she farmed me for it. I didn't notice she was in a war; this was the first time I hadnt checked. That, and I don't get messages saying I get wall posts. So I didn't know. She farms away until I finally, finally notice I have wall posts. I read them, I let her keep him and kindly tell her that she couldve asked to have him for a war tut and I wouldve let him go. I told her that he wasn't her tut (I had vollied him up from a couple mil to 250 mil and kept); therefore, she couldn't tell me to "Stop hiring her tut," because she hadn't had anything to do with him up until that point. Finally, she asked me who I had hired him from, and then blocked me, rendering me unable to answer her. To make a long story short, she kept him until the end of the war and then I hired him back. Was I pissed? Yeah, but I got over it. Pushed it out of my mind. Now, though, it's different. She started hiring him again; I kept hiring him back. So what does she do? The mature thing, again. She farms me. Again. And she posts on my wall that she made him overpriced for a reason and that he's hers. Me being me, I hire him back. And she keeps farming me. And then she tells me that I'm unblocked and that I can post on her wall. But I can't join her club. No, I can't do that and explain my side, tell my side of the story. Why? Because I don't have an invitation, nor do I meet stat requirements. Not only that, I'm making trouble. Because it's obviously ALL my fault. She had nothing at all to do with it; it's just me. Now, she says that I've made it a farming issue with her. How? I don't know. I thought it was a farming issue if someone was hitting YOU. Not the other way around. Maybe that clubs half assed backwards. Maybe I'm just stupid. But I don't get it. So she says we have a 24 hour one on one war. The issue is, I'm (what?) 150 kcs and she's 550 kcs. Sure, that's fair. Totally. First off, I'd like to know what I did to warrant this attack. The first time, I can look back and understand it now. An overreaction? Yes. But I can kinda see the point. This time though? Not so much. See, once, I bought my own game. I don't get allowance. Never did. I saved for months to get this game. And saving money for months was a big deal for me. It was a few years ago. I didn't buy candy OR toys. And, finally, I had enough money. So I went and got my game (Sims 2. $20). I put it on the rolley thingy at WalMart and watched it go up to the cashier. Then I proudly gave her my money. We went home, put the groceries up, and I went to play my game. I was so freakin excited! It was the first thing that I had ever gotten that would last for forever and it was mine. I'd been playing it for 30 ish minutes when my sister came up to me and asked to play it. I was like "No, it's mine! I'm playing it!" but she wouldn't give up. She kept asking. Finally, she went and told on me that I wouldn't share. And I got in trouble. I got told "Give it to your sister." "But you can't...it's my game! I paid for it with my own money!" "No. That was my money. I gave you the money. You paid for it with my money. It's not yours. It's mine. Not yours. MINE. Now give it to your sister. It's her turn." And I cried. ._. Recently, too, I've been told that I'm white, not black, by my grandpa. Because I talk intelligently and go to a school filled with Caucasian individuals, I'm white. He also told me he hates white people. Connect the dots. Not only that, he told he I'm stupid and I'm not my own person and that I can't get a job because gas is too high. When I offered to pay for it, he started talking about colleges and saying that I don't think for myself because im stupid and I'm a follower. So I realized why I play this game so much. I shouldve quit forever ago. But I didn't. I'm upgrading, and I'm trying. Why? Because this game? This is mine. This is my account. This is the first thing I've ever really had for my own and that no one else paid for. I don't get an allowance; I don't have material things that are my own. Hell, I got told that since i didnt pay for my own clothes, they're not mine. But this is MINE. Mine mine mine mine mine. And I've screwed it up. I've done something that's got someone hating me. And I don't know what I did! But this does tell me something. Something important. That I finally own something, and that I've fucked it up, just like I've apparently done to my life.
Besides that, I haven't hit back because I know it's not fair. Secondly, I used to look up to the two people... The one who is farming and the one who told me to stop requesting to join the club. The first, I used to constantly see on Campus. She was funny. Always made me laugh. It was wayyyyy back when, back when I first joined. But now...not so much. And the second is an esteemed member of the community: a mod. And I've never had a problem with her...she was funny. I mightve had an issue or two with her silences (or choices not to silence) but I've kept them to myself because it's not my job and I don't know what she's going through. And I deleted their names from my wall...I want completely unbiased answers on this.
Aww, that's really unfair. I hope you feel better with your grandpa and all, you've got friends here that'll help you.
Ok I'm sorry for asking... I don't understand why someone who's around 3-4 times stronger than someone farming over a tutor that they hired from someone who is hiring their tutor back.... I just don't understand
Thanks, Andi! Praet, I could...but I don't want to lost Any more money at the moment. Besides that, apparently to get her to call off the 24 hour shindig, I have to promise not to hire you anymore. But I have permission to hire any and all of her other tuts as long as Shes not in a war. -.-