Hey so this is partially true Please reply and.bump!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What was I going to do?? I had to go to school and this couldn't be covered up. I wondered what my friends would say As I walked into school. I pushed my sleeves up on my long sleeve shirt only to regret it a moment later. My best friend C.C who was tall and blond, walked up and saw them. The cuts.... Tell me how you like it!!!?!?
C.C. Grasped my arm and looked at me. Her blue eyes were wide with shock. "what's wrong Lilac??, why are you doing this?" as she said this my other friend came over and also started asking me what was wrong. Little did they know why I did it. I wish I hadn't. The scars from the last time I did it were still there. I do this to gain control. I feel the pain sharpens my senses and control me. I need this control because when I was little I was horribley tortured and hurt. The cutting comes after a flashback. I've only had one other one. It ws terrible........
-FLASHBACK- The knife sliced across my Arm as I tried to control my sobbing. I was so terrified that the dream about the abuse was real. I needed to get control. I cut my ran agin hating my self for doing it but it was necessary for my sanity. When I finally gained control I cleaned up my arm and fixed the bathroom so know one would know. Then I went to my room and cried thinking about that awful night You know how most people can't remember their childhood? Well I can,every. Single. Detail. I started right after the attacks. They are my earliest memory. Kinda bad I know but thats how my brain works. Sometimes I wish I was dead. But I know that won't happen. -PRESENT DAY- As mÿ friends looked at me, I flipped my long red hair And walked away. They tried to catch me but I ran from them into the woods right by my school. That is the only place I feel comfortable. I hope that they don't tell anyone. That'd be bad Crackle snap. What was that?? There are wild animals in the forest but I'd never seen them. Hopēfully this animal wasnt hungry.……
As I crept away from the sound ,I climbed a tall tree to see what the souńd wāś. I pulled my secret small pistol from my boot and cocked it,so it was ready to fire. I pointed downwārd and almost fell out of the tree when I saw Jeff the hottest boy ãt my school walking around with a dog calling my name...huh? Why was he calling for me?? I jumped out of my tree and started running very quickly towards school and made it to first period on the bell. C.C. looked at me all worried and I gave her a wave as I took my seat next to my other best friend Echo. She had long jet black hair with purple streaks in it to match her eyes. She was so pretty. Good thing she was also kinda silly or she would be a megab**** . I pulled out my notebook and focused my bright green eyes on the board. And then I realized what we would be talking about today in class……… date rape and child abuse........Great
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