For Everyone I Love

Discussion in 'Off Topic' started by shan, Mar 28, 2012.

  1. I'm writing this even though I said I wouldn't...
    Never in a million years would I believe that I'd make the friendships that I did on a silly iPod app. This is an apology. For being the 19 year old girl that I am, who made stupid mistakes. For all the people who I have made remarkable friendships with. For the person I love the most.

    To Tyler: my intentions were never to hurt you. Making me pick an ultimatum between friends was the worst thing you could have done to me, but lying to you was the worst thing I did to you. I know that whatever I say isn't worth saying because you hate me too much to give me a chance.

    To Kambe: all things set aside, you're amazing. I enjoyed talking to you about THG and being young and in college. We had a lot of differences, and I'm sorry that's what drove us apart. You're a beautiful person, and I'm glad that you'll always fight for what you believe is right.

    To Dean: I'm sorry that things happened the way they did. That I asked you to lie, that you told me you were here for me and I ignored you when I needed you the most. I'm sorry that it's come to this.

    To Rain: your text last night made me feel so much better about myself, and thats the best thing I've gotten in a while. Im sorry that we stopped talking and all of that shit played out. You're one of my best friends, and I hope it stays that way.

    To Garret: none of this is your fault. I fabricated lie upon lie and you had no part in it. I hope you continue to play the game and not care what anyone thinks--just like how you used to be when I first met you.

    For TER:
    I was a problem. I did a lot of stupid stuff. But I hope you can forgive me enough to let things go and rebuild. I love TER more than any other thing I've had enter my life. I just hope all of you will step up and bring the club back to life without Deadly.

    For everyone who played the game with me from the beginning, especially christi. Your loyalty and friendship to me was never undervalued. You are such a sweet person 

    I've been called a problem, immature, dramatic, psychotic, crazy, a piece of shit, and a nobody.

    I lost a lot of things because of my actions. And to everyone else, I'm sorry I let you down and wasn't the person you thought I would be.

    Goodbye friends.
     
  2. I love you Shan! You're one of my only real life best friends! Text me anytime you want to. I'm always here for you!
     
  3. Shan :((((((((( I don't even know what happened but :((((((( you are wonderful and that's why I always made sure to stay in touch...
     
  4. Why did you reset ?you took a permanent solution to a temporary problem.anyway good luck on everything.
     
  5. Sorry to see you go hun <3 
     
  6. My condolences 

    Have fun living life shan
     
  7. Somewhere out there is a tree, tirelessly producing oxygen so you can breathe. I think you owe it an apology,weasel 
     
  8. Some People take this game too seriously.it's a game people and it should be fun
     
  9. Reaper get the hell off my thread. Now.
     
  10. ..goodbye
     
  11. Reaper do you have anything better to do?
     
  12. Bump


    Reaper, shove that head of yours down a garbage chute and have the rotting pieces of shit there fill your mouth. It's only fair that a scumbag like you gets the chance to kiss their sorry crap filled ass.
     
  13. I would like to see things from your point of view but I can't seem to get my head that far up my ass.you little bed wetter, you seem to have alot of anger.I suggest you go and cut yourself some cheese because that might calm you down.And you talk so much shit, I'm starting to smell it on your breath.don't cry to the mods and tell them I abused you like last time .I'm just responding to your weak insults.
     
  14. Well.... I did call this an apology letter.

    Good news is, I'm staying.
    (for some people, that is)

    Even better news is that we don't talk to reaper and give him the attention he wants and he'll go away.

    Because he has to.
    Because I'm saying it again.
    Grand-Reaper, get the hell off my thread.
    And anyone else who decides to talk about him can leave too. From this point forward.

    
     
  15. All I heard was an insect being erased from existence. Good riddance!


    Anyway, Shan, I'm happy you're not leaving<3
     
  16. Funniest part is how Reaper told Chloe not to tell the mods, yet thats what he did to me yesterday

    Fucking noob. Go slit yourself some pink zannies and get off this game. Nobody likes you.
     
  17. Eliiiiiiiiiiiiiii.