----------------------------------------- When you look at me I'm still the same Green eyes, blonde hair and yet something is different It's the girl on the inside trying to get out The one that was there through all the pain The one who was his reason for taking his own life The one who lays in bed every-night letting those green eyes fill with tears I'm different now, I've seen too much There is stuff I regret And stuff I will never forget Should I just stay behind and hide from myself Put up an invisible wall that only comes down at night? One that -in the day- shields all my emotions and inner thoughts? -----------------------------------------