------ Destiny binds two together, forever. No blade can cut the strings of faith, whether it be Satan's wish or humanity's demands. ------ Journal Date: X004 We keep slipping away from wach other, mom... It's so absurd... I feel so distant whenever I'm around him... When I touch him, he's so cold. His smile feels empty, it drills a hole in my heart. I love him, I do, but my heart won't accept it... Mom, please ask God to cure me of this dilemma. I don't want to waste another minute with him together. ------ I'll write after my dentist appointment. Braces. Not tight. =_=
o.0 *I don't want to waste another minute with him in vain. Oops. I guess I did a little copy and paste error. ^w^;;
----- "... Goodnight, mom." Just as I finished writing, the wind shut the door and the candle lights went out. Since the chandelure stopped working after Mother's death, I couldn't adjust the light without waking Father up. I didn't own a lamp, either. "..." Heh. It's like everything fell out of place after mom died. The simplicity of this fact is like a scar embedded on my leg, the blood eternally dripping, the scar never healing. It's like a completed puzzle piece, until one falls out and the rest runs after it. "... I miss you." The scar stung again, and I clutched my nightgown tighter. The pain brought a tear or two to my eyes, trickling down my face until it fell on my scarred skin. *hiss* The burn hurt, it really did. Even if it wasn't a physical scar, it brought pain to me. I felt so exposed on that spot, probably because my mother's hand grazed it before she died. It was what many say as a "curse" and a "blessing". I put the things away inside the drawer then limped to my bed. I wasn't in the mood to sing myself to sleep or count sheep, I only wanted to be welcomed by the arms of pure oblivious bliss. ----- Ciel. Why is it, that everytime I'm near you, my inner walls crumble in pieces? My knees wobble when I'm near you, but I loathe you. Pure hatred. "... Robin, can we leave? I really don't want—" I didn't even understand why I went to his pathetic band concert... I just felt a need to. Like God was calling me to do it, even if I wanted to punch that sucker in the face. Without even letting me finish my sentence, my dark haired hero picked me up bridal style and left the stadium. The guards didn't bother. The girls just swooned and glared at me, probably because I was "snagging" their future husbands. "I'm sorry, Robin. I don't know why I even felt an urge to go to this concert." I didn't bother with excuses. I was confused, ashamed, and a bit angsty. God, I bet I won the award of being the masochist of the year. "It's alright, Piper." "It's not. I'm sorry. This was supposed to be a date, I don't want you remembering these memories... It's just... Too sadistic of me. No! Wait! I don't mean, I DON'T TAKE PLEASURE IN—" "Heh. It's fine, hothead." Robin's fingers were laced in my hair, his hands cupping my face. I flinched inwardly and the cold touch, and drowned inside. I really love him, I really do. My heart does summersaults, honest, but it cowers away in fear and I get second thoughts when this happens. I relaxed my tense muscles when his lips stole mine in a heavenly embrace, much like the time when we fed each other red velvet cake when we were younger. "I'll take you home, short stuff." ----- Like? No like? I seem addicted to making Paige and Ciel a couple. >:I Should this be a supernatural/romance/angst story? Hm.
Criticizm? :3 This is currently an agnsty romance story. I'm planning on adding a touch of supernaturalness, but I should I leav that for my next story? >:I
I'm no good at critiquing. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings. Sorry. But so far it is a wonderful story and I think the supernatural thing would make it even more interesting.
I kinda want a normal human romance... But I want one of them to turn supernatural P.S. FANTABULOUS!!
This story sounds amazing already! You're a great writer. I'd like to see a human romance for now as well but it's completely up to you.
Thanks, guys. Honestly, I'd like to keep it human too. XD But it's your opinion. I'd like to hear it. o3o It's okay, critique isn't mandatory. XD I just want you to enjoy reading. :3 ------ ... Ciel. Everyday he seems to invade my mind, when I'm hilding hands with Robin, studying, anything! His mere existence is breaking through my barricades of steel, is that even possible?! —❦Ꮁlashback❦— Standing in front of him... It was breathtaking. It's not like I was his biggest fan or whatever, blame it on my friend if you must. The anxiety got to me when she shoved the VIP tickets in my face. I heard that his band was pretty popular in the indies scene, and I got "biffled" up just thinking about it. I had to hide myself in the crowd, though. I was cluastrophobic... The shrieks of fan girls annoyed me immensely, disrupting me from simply, and pureply enjoying the music. It was my sole purpose of being here, other than accompanying Lumia. ----❦---- "Ciel!" The chanting was from the backstage, and I really wanted to move. I couldn't do anything, at all. My limbs were squeazed together and I lost my willpower, I was glued to the wall, and I began to look frustrated. Lumia was inside, begging to get his signature. She offered to get me one too, but I refused. No doubt she'll get me, though. "Hm?" The door creaked open, and Robin was out. I mistook him for a normal fan of the band, so I just kept on whistling, a bit embarassed. "Your voice is nice." The compliment alone made me erupt into a euphoria of giggles. Really? Nice? But it was cute, nonetheless. "Hm? What? Did I say something?" "No, it's just that your expression... Is really cute." I smiled at him. Was he waiting for his girlfriend to get her shirt or picture signed? I didn't know back then. "Thanks." Robin was emotionless at the time. His yawn made me pay extra attention to his hand, and I immediately realized that he had a guitar pic inbetween hos index and thumb finger. "Kya! Wait—" "I'm sorry. Ciel's busy." He frowned. By the looks of it, he was disappointed. I looked like another one of Ciel's many stalkers back then, I thought. I only smiled even more. Was he interested in me? "Not that. Hey, can you sign my hand, Robin?" Lame, I know. I didn't have anything else. Besides, I was a bit cheeky about it. I had a permanent marker in my pocket, and I didn't give a damn if we were going to have a relationship then breakup. He'd be my first boyfriend, so heck! Why not? I can always get it removed if it pained me too much. The grin on his face was wide, and I had to laugh again. I took my pen out and handed it to him. He was smiling sheepishly now, the tinge of pink on his cheeks. "... What's your name?" "It's Piper." —❦Ꮁin❦— "... I love you too, Robin." ------ If your expression is "", I advise you to read here. No, it is NOT the end of the story. Merely the ENDING OF THE FLASHBACK. Lame, filler chappie. I wanted to get you interested in it. Don't worry. It'll be juicy.
That update explained a lot of things for me. I seriously was staring at the previous one going Whaaaaa? Bump!!
Yes. I said "the" Piper. But nonetheless, it's her. I tried twin tails, pig tails, braids, let down, ponytail, NOTHING, I saved the braids for Lulu-chan in my other story and the somehow-turned-into-a-neko girl for Rin-chan in my next story too. =_=