Jade: right now, there is no bright side to my life. I'm free-falling and no one is going to be there to catch me. The falling stops when I splatter against the ground.
Right now is different from the future. Forget the people who makes your life hell. Do your own thing and make your life successful and you will, you will, meet someone or a lot of someones who can help you.
'Living your life well is the best revenge you can get on a person.' Believe in that,'cause I do too. Be strong.
Please read a thread I made, Suicide;Not an Option. It's a short story I read and I thought it might help you. Please, do me a favor, read it. And find a brighter day. Trust me. You will. You always will.
I read it. It still doesn't change how I think about me disappearing for ever. No one will EVER know the pain I've gone through.
I'm sorry. I thought it would help. Still, dont give up. How do you know that there won't be a brighter day? We never know. The only way is to find out. How can you say that no one cares? Everyone who commented on this thread cares.
I mean people in my life. Not people I'll never meet. The people around me who I see daily face to face. None of them care and most of them have told me they wouldn't miss me if I died.
We'd miss you. A lot of miss you. And you will meet people who will care. People in your daily life? It's not like you will see them for everyday for the rest of your life, you will find others. Why can't you believe me? Please?
------------------------------------------------ Some people believe that since I'm a straight A student, I have a perfect life. Well I don't. They also reject the idea of me as a cutter. They also reject me... Because I'm smart. Lame right? People judge people too hard and need to relax. What happened to the good old days in elementary school where everyone got a long and only got mad if they didn't go down the slide first? Or the times a gold star sticker could make you happy for days? When we grow up, our bright sunny world disappears... Everyone needs a new light. Like me. ------------------------------------------------