It was the summer after high school and I was living it up while I could. Going out every night and staying out until the sun came up. July rolled around and I was headed to my best friend, Ashley's graduation party. Her older brother JP was there and like always, I was goofing around with him like a brother..and that's when I saw him. He was gorgeous, he had hazel eyes and an amazing build. He just got off work to come to this grad party so he was still looking sexy in the suit he wore to work. Why had i never met my best friend's brother's best friend?! JP introduced us, "Lins, this is my best friend Jon." Jon smiled and said hello. We got to talking and before I knew it he was showing me some Jiujitsu moves and he had me in some sort of full body lock. He flirtatiously challenged me, "try getting out of my arms" ugh, he was so sexy and his rock hard body was wrapped around me, I didn't want to get out. But of course, I managed to pretend to try. He laughed with me at my weak attempt.. If he only knew.. He had to get up early for work in the morning and JP and I walked him to his car. There it was: my other weakness. A brand new silver mustang not even on the market yet (he was a car dealer and we'll just say he had a few advantages). We talked for a few minutes outside his car, and then he left. There he went. I was sure I wouldn't be lucky enough to see him again anytime soon... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bump if you like
A few weeks went by and Ashley invited me out to go bowling with some friends. JP came out too and before we went, we all met up at their house so we could all ride up together. To my disappointment, Jon wasn't there. I was so bummed out. I almost didn't want to even go. We arrived at the bowling alley and to my surprise, there he was! I could have sworn the world moved in slow motion as he turned and looked at me. He came over and said greeted us, I had to catch my breath just to mumble out a shy "hello". Once we started playing our game, he was being rather flirty with me. All I could think of was "Why me? He can't possibly be attracted to me. He's gorgeous, he can have anyone he wants and I'm just a lowly 18 year old fresh out of high school and he's a stunning 23 year old with a steady career, his own apartment, and might i add, rock hard abs!" The night rolled on and he invited us over to his apartment. A few friends had other things to do. But Jon didn't seem to care. He just looked at me and asked if I was coming. I wanted to scream out "OF COURSE IM COMING I WOULDN'T MISS IT FOR THE WORLD!".. Instead, I gave a casual "sure" and he winked and was happy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
We left the bowling alley and a few of us headed over to his apartment. When we got there he acted as if no one else was there but me. He would catch me looking at him and he'd give me a little smirk. That was it, I wanted him to be all mine. Our friends had noticed us flirting the whole night and our friend Jeremy pushed us into Jon's bedroom and shut the door. I giggled and sat down near the foot of the bed. Jon was near the headboard and he said "self control, I'm going to have self control." I could tell he was struggling and I wanted him to give in. What on earth am I thinking? I never act like this, this is only the second time I've hung out with him, but I couldn't help it, he was perfect.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Right as I was about to move a little closer, the door flew open and Ashley was dragging me out. Ashley "sorry but we've gotta get going, and you'd regret just being a one night stand anyways." Lins "but.. but.." Ashley "come on." ------------------------ Jon: am I really feeling this way? She's the same age as my best friends little sister! I want her so bad, damn, she left so fast that I didn't get her number. I can't just ask JP for it, he'd get freaked out. I want to see her again.. I HAVE to see her again. She's everything I've been looking for. She's so sweet and innocent. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ Quick update, I know, but I'll update more in a bit
The next day he was all I could think about. I didn't have his number and I didn't want to bother asking JP for it. Then I remembered he had mentioned his email address. It was so random that I had remembered. So I emailed him. To: **%#^#}@wahoooo.com "hey, it's Lins. Nice self control last night " ...send. He replied shortly after: "hey love when can I hang out with you again? I promise to control myself my numbers 555-1043 what's yours?" I sent him my number and before I knew it he called asking to hang out that night. He was going to pick me up but I wasn't ready for my parents to find out about my infatuation with an older man. We decided that i would meet up with him at his apartment instead. After I got off work that night I drove to his place. I was so nervous and excited. I didn't know what to expect. This was the first time we'd be hanging out alone. Part of me just wanted to jump on him as soon as the door opened, but the modest, reasonable side of me wanted to just be polite. Here it goes. I nervously walked up to his door. *knock-knock* ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~