I woke up on a moist pillow and my eyes were sealed shut. I rubbed my eyes open and tried to see as they adjusted to the light streaking in behind my closed curtains on the massive window. I propped myself up and looked around... Memories flowed back. With a sigh I plopped myself back down on my bed and stared at hidden pictures in the popcorn ceiling. I had a feeling closing in my throat as I realized something... My heart. It beat.... As usual but... But this time I felt it. I acknowledge the rush of blood, the heat it carried. It seemed to take me forever but as I focused on the motions I realized, it Hurts.
Man I love you guys In an attempt to get rid of the feeling I rolled of my bed and slipped into sweat pants a tank-top and a light jacket. By time I was done lacing my tennis shoes and tying my hair up Miles was going wild, I chuckled at his happiness and dropped the collar over his big head. I grabbed my water and went off. I loved the feeling. Sun soaked into every inch of me while a crisp wind blows past my face. My legs stretched and pulled this was the only graceful move I could pull off. I pushed my run harder making Miles barely able to catch up. I just kept going and going the only thing I heard was my heart beating erotically and my breath clenching in the gas exchange. I ran around the longest route of my large neighbor hood, taking a detour into the woods I eventually came back around to my home. Miles was aching for the sweet cool water awaiting him so I let him through the gate and went inside. I hadn't noticed my moms car in the drive way and was surprised to see her sitting waiting for me. "oh hey your home.... Why?" "Just wanted to see how you were doing," she spoke with a false cheeriness I easily detected. I was amazing at reading people but you could be a 3rd grader to tell something was up. "Well, uh I'm fine just took Miles for a run. I'm um... gunna go to my room now." "Alright! I'm making grilled cheese want any?" "sure..." she never cooked anymore and I loved grill cheese. I went in my room and reread Hamlet until the mouthwatering aroma of cheese and toast lured me to the kitchen. I attempted to get some info from my mom to no avail at dinner. Then she asked about what's been happening with me if i was having any problems... it was weird. She stayed home Sunday 'to watch church WITH me' and hadn't gone to work when I left for school on Monday. I avoided Mark, easy since he was in another grade, Tom and Anne as much as I could. When I walked back home, my mom was there nervously rubbing her hands. "Hunny, I have some bad news.... It's Christy and Mat..." "What about them? They aren't staying in Germany another year again right!? Uuugh!!!" "No sweety.... They're dead."
I didn't believe it I wasn't sure what to do... "WHAT!? How!? When!? No your lying right please, PLEASE tell me your joking!" I demanded hysterically. "No Hunny I'm not. They were in Seattle visiting family... They were killed they don't know who did it..." "...No.... no... NO NONONONONONO!" I wailed my mom put her hand on my shoulder but I pulled away and ran into my room and slammed the door. I cry. No I was screaming with tears never stopping. I coughed when my screams stopped my throat was getting really sore. I was vaguely aware of that ache in my heart seemed to act like a dam that just got a giant crack in it. The burning heat flowed over my chest pain forcing my voice louder. Eventually I lost my voice but even though no noise was heard it still looked like I was screaming. I cried all night right up until my alarm softly beeped. I wiped my eyes and grabbed my jeans and T-shirt heading to the bathroom. My face was red and puffy so I splashed some water on it got dressed and pulled up my hair. Then I went to the freezer and stuck my head in it. I grabbed my stuff and went outside. There was a brisk wind and the sun had yet to rise. I hugged my self and slowly made my way to the school. By time I got there all signs of me crying were blown away by the wind. I went through the day without talking and no emotion. At the end of the day I got back home, the home I knew one with no humans. The tears came again warm on my face, this time Miles comforted me. His big head lightly butted my side and stayed on it. Weakly laugh I petted him then hugged his neck. "I love you boy. Thanks for being here.... You two really help me." Then I went to my room and found another note.
Note* do u guys wanna know when this is updated?? You know usually I know how my stories end, like my other one is close to a close*tear*... but I have no clue how this one will go... Jw what do you WANT to happen? It may(or may not) affect the ending I love feedback~
Hey baby! I know how much you love your best friends and they were going to visit you while they were here. Well I didn't want to have to watch you laugh and giggle with your friends and not be near me! So... I got rid of them! Sorry babe I'm the jealous type! Hope you don't mind ~true love Hate. It was all I felt nothing else I crumpled and tore the paper. Since I live at the end of a dead end no neighbors were around to hear me scream this, "JUST KILL ME!!!! I. HATE. you! I never EVER want to be with you! I love someone else I could never love you! NEVER!" By time I was done I was out of breath. Then I heard so softly. "Who do you love then?" I glance at my window, the dark figure slowly walked into the forest.