You're asking the wrong question my dude...the real question is, what is? And the answer is, it is what it is. God's plan, k? Trust it
But if what you're going through doesn't lead to abundance then it prolly ain't part of God's plan many sick fuqs out here think God wants to see you down in the mud but that's not true he wants yo prosperity and good vibes so not everything is part of de plan
It's God's plan not yours. It doesn't have to make sense to you. Maybe you're supposed to learn something from whatever you're struggling with.