I was 15 years old when my brother Jordan passed away People think violence makes them tough till you see the day The day your family is buried, 6 feet in a grave I would pray to god to send him back and take me Every night I would get my knees I would plead For him to just be here Everyday I leave the house my body shaking with fear Fear of being next because his murderer hasn’t been caught 5 years later it’s like everyone forgot But I still leave the house with the same pain on my chest Wondering if I’m going to be next Wishing that like my brother my fear would be laid to rest But instead it just grows And nobody knows How hard it is to keep composed And it’s not fair That every time I think about him I start crying Why is it so normal these days for kids to be dying And in the news they cover it up, only the families know they’re lying But there’s no changing it no use in fighting I was 15 years old when my brother Jordan passed away People think violence is tough till they see the day The day they’re flesh and blood is 6 feet in the grave And I’m still angry beyond words because his murderer got away Jordan Boyce will forever live in my heart Even if our worlds keep us apart But I’ll see you soon baby boy, you just got a head start..
Damn that was so heartbreaking....it’s extremely hard dealing with such a great loss. You can never forget. People are wrong that say time heals everything. I can never forget the person i lost. U may seem happy but theres always that day you cry like the day you lost them. I hope that killer faces justice. Rest in Peace Jordan 🙏🏻 I pray for you to stay strong
I swear to god 😩 it’s like I’ll be happy, then something just reminds me of him, like someone will say something he would’ve said, or wear the same scent he used to and it’s like I’m back to that day and it takes all I have to not fall to my knees and start crying.
Its okay to cry, dont bottle up. I could never imagine what you’re family went through but murder is much much harder to deal with than natural or accidental death. You think of all the ways it couldve been prevented. Wish to rewind time and save them. But all you can do is cope with the bitter reality and pray your loved one’s soul is in peace.
That’s all I can do, is pray that my brothers up there happy and safe, probably shooting his shot to every fine ass angel he sees 😂❤️